No. You'll only end up hurt, or worse, if you do that.

[And if they hadn't had that talk before Vash wouldn't have recognized either of those names, but he knew who Cole meant.]

And it's because he knew me that he's gone. So what good does any difference make when there's no life to live it. [Vash's jaw clenches and his hands fist as he holds back on the raw emotions that threaten to bubble up.] He had so many people he could be helping still if it hadn't been for me.