That's the thing, I don't know that. Clearly some part of me would do that otherwise it wouldn't had happened. [He slouched down further in the chair, turning the puzzle piece around and around between his fingers.]

Don't wanna think I would do it, but ain't sure I wouldn't. [There was a tightening of his jaw at those thoughts.] So oui, I do owe ya that, just 'cause I don't remember it don't mean it didn' hurt ya. I should had known better, he should had known better.