I did, yes.

[ -- and does that twist in her gut? a little. especially in the wake of certain kisses and other outings. can she be blamed for a betrayal she never knew she was making? but then, she has to ask herself, is it worth putting her whole social life on stand-by because (one day) he might be found? ]

Barnes, as well. I forgot all about SHIELD, too. But thinking back on it now I can see the rough draft beginning to take shape.