[ The eagerness and anticipation he feels when Kitty leans in is almost more than he can bear, but the disappointment when she pulls back all too soon is even worse. Perhaps using "fond" wasn't strong enough. He needs a better word for this, this want to be as close to her as humanly as possible.

Sheol don't feel that. Never have. ]

"Sascha" has yet to forget anything, actually. If you consider him as distinct as any who came before then he has only just begun and will not forget for some time by your standards. It is all of who I was before that who forgot.

But that is my fault. None of them could possibly know or understand what they were after I devoured myself.