[he purses his lips, almost like he isn't going to answer, before he sighs and reaches up to take off his glasses. The other hand comes up to rub at his eyes]

It's . . . I know I'm not entirely okay, and I know I won't be for a while, but when it comes to Charles, Erik and Raven - I can put my problems aside to be okay for them.

It isn't - I don't want to make it sound like it's some sort of competition of who had it worst. But when these things happen - they're the ones in the middle of it all. Sure, I'm there, and I'm involved, but - not like they are.