[He huffs, not saying anything, but glad enough that she's acknowledged how difficult it is. Where is he meant to go from here, when his dreams have died and hope was never really at home in his soul? His next reply is a bit halting.]
I think... this is the first time in my life where I've really not known what to do.
[In his youth, he existed purely to kill Shaw. After, he fought to free mutants from the tyranny of humanity. Later, he had lived for love. He'd resolved to find a way forward with Charles, together. He had failed in that, but stumbled into another love with Magda, and Nina. And then...]
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I think... this is the first time in my life where I've really not known what to do.
[In his youth, he existed purely to kill Shaw. After, he fought to free mutants from the tyranny of humanity. Later, he had lived for love. He'd resolved to find a way forward with Charles, together. He had failed in that, but stumbled into another love with Magda, and Nina. And then...]