[Cyril chuckles softly.] Not yet, sadly. I suppose we both could use friendship more.

[Though there are times where he regrets that, he has to admit he's grateful for it now. It would be even more awkward to see a man he thought of as a lover who didn't know him.]

I feel like I should tell you something embarrassing so that we're more even.

[He doesn't want to imply that knowing that Dorian's father had planned to use blood magic was 'embarrassing' so much as 'horrifying' but touching on that directly brings up even more awkwardness.]