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001 ✪ video/audio

Who: Jim Barnes
Broadcast: Fleetwide video + audio
Action: Iskaulit.
When: August 20th.

[ The video flicks on to a spacious room, spans it from left to right, then top to bottom. There's a door off to the right side, and the camera follows it to the adjoining room, similarly large. Again, left to right, top to bottom. Both rooms are spic and span, empty, with wooden floors. And then it switches to audio. The voice is brusque, but amiable, with a moderate Brooklyn drawl. ]

Nice place for a gym. There could be a dojo next door, so it's all in one place. I've got a few sandbags to hang up, and some mats we could use. There's a notice outside for schedules — I know a lot of you folks have been offering training. The room's big enough, and there's plenty more like it on this ship.

Anybody else interested?

[ Anyone wandering the Iskaulit or looking for Bucky after the broadcast will find him humming as he puts up the sandbags. He's dressed very simply in the ship's jumpsuit, with no left sleeve. The left arm whirs in tune as he works. ]

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[ He sets the screwdriver down. ]

Now, I have to check nothing's out of place, or loose.

[ Deliberately, he presses lightly on each chip, testing it. Nothing's wrong, so nothing falls out or moves. Then he checks the fibres, that none of them are tangled. All in full view of Winter. ]

Got that?

[ This seemed like such an innocuous task, and he has to wonder why he was never allowed to do it himself. It wasn't as if he couldn't handle it.. Jim was doing just fine and it didn't look like there was much he could mess up.

Worrying his lower lip between his teeth, he nods once in understanding, making sure he's paying close attention to the fibers; not a one out of place. ]

Yes, sir.

Okay. Now — [ he curls and uncurls his fingers, and then his fist. ] the fingers sometimes twitch by themselves, but that's normal. If they don't stop, that's a wiring issue. If your plates jam or screech, there's either somethin' stuck in 'em or something wrong with the chip.

[ He closes the plates, and they slide into place with a soft click. ]

This part [ he taps his shoulder, over the white star, ] don't open by yourself. It's fused to the bone, and the serum regrew the flesh around it. The plates are a lot more resistant to damage 'cuz a'that. But if we get hurt — we will need a surgeon at least, and morphine.

[ He leaves the rest to Winter's imagination. ]

[ Winter is diligent in his mental note taking, and he is rather keen to get his own arm open so he can put the knowledge to practical use.

He wasn't a stranger to the occasional unconscious finger twitch here and there- it has happened enough times since being stationed out here. Thankfully, it's good to know what the cause is and that he doesn't have to tolerate it until a tech can fix it.. ]

....Are there qualified technicians here?

[ That's honestly the part that's bothering him the most. He doesn't see why a surgeon would be favored over someone who knows the tech, but perhaps maybe that's Jim's preference. ]

[ He presses his lips together, unhappily. ]

No. There's just us... Stay out of trouble.

[ It's to protect themselves as much as it is to protect others from the ferocity of the Soldier. But Jim's having doubts about that now. The Soldier's attacked no one without being directed to or provoked. In fact — he doesn't seem to do much of anything unless prompted. ]

[ Jim gets a nod in reply and Winter's attention moves to his own left hand, clenching and releasing his fist. ]

I have tried to follow your orders firmly..

[ It includes the loose schedule he'd been given previously- eating every 6-8 hours, hygiene, and sleeping. Granted, the last one seems to be very elusive since his first successful night on the Marsiva. ]

[ What does he even say to that? Good job? He doesn't want to encourage the man to follow orders; he's just been damn lucky that Winter puts his trust in him enough to do as he says. ]

[ Instead, gently, ]

Tried? What's giving you problems?

[ Winter mulls over the initial thoughts- the trouble he managed to find when he first got on the Caprine, finding balance.. One thing that will become more of a problem in a few days time, though? ]

..Sleeping.

[ He can feel himself wearing down, although this is the point where the adrenaline would kick in so he could finish a mission. Not a viable resource right now. It's too quiet and not demanding enough of him here.

In space, there is time to think.. ]

[ He's pulled back to a memory, sharp and clear and hurting, having dinner with Sam, and his kind eyes and words, ]

It's the bed, isn't it? It's too soft?

No, it's--

[ Is everything a valid answer? The unfamiliar noises of the ship that jerk him to alertness, the closeness of the other crew members..all sleeping within the vicinity. Too paranoid with listening for them to wait and attempt to slit his throat. Hyper-vigilance hasn't done him any favors.. Changing location to the medical bay only made the feelings worse combined with the heaviness of feeling trapped.

Maybe he just doesn't know how to do that anymore. He's been hard-wired to sleep when they wanted, not what he needed. ]

Perhaps it is the problem.

[ He inhales. There might be little point in telling Winter what post-traumatic stress is and how Jim himself has rarely gotten a proper night's sleep. It helped to have Natasha nearby. She was more alert than him, and if she could sleep, it often lulled him into a sense of security. ]

Yeah, yeah, same thing happened to me.

[ He taps his fingers on the table idly. ]

What if you stayed here, with me? We could take turns. I'd take first watch.

[ He is relieved to hear that being unable to sleep is fairly common, and even better coming from Jim. The prospect of actually feeling rested is alluring. He has noticed a decline in his reaction time, which would have been unacceptable before.

..Staying here? Winter can't deny that the proposition sounds.. better. The fact that Jim is offering to keep watch does make it a little better. ]

...I guess it wouldn't hurt for a while?

[ At least enough for the both of them to get some sleep.. right? ]

[ The relief that flits across Winter's face and body is palpable, and well -- at least this shared experience is good for something. He nods. ]

Okay, we'll see how it goes. Now, your turn.

[ Gesturing to Winter's arm. ]

Let's open it up and see what we've got.

[ Winter nods in reply, reaching for the screwdriver and sliding it under the plate that Jim showed him. It took a little maneuvering, but finally it gave and he was able to lift it out. The same hissing noise accompanied it.

What he saw when he lifted the plate away? Definitely not the same at all. There are bundles of wires and different metal components as well as a smaller circuit board.

His brow furrows and he looks up to Jim for an explanation of what to do next. ]

[ The wires are at least wound around some sort of skeleton, and the smell of the coolant — Cold War chic, as Tony said, the first time they had a look inside his. Jim's brow furrows. ]

May I?

[ Get close. Possibly have to touch it. ]

[ Winter nods, though his eyes don't leave the mess under the plating. Hopefully it's not too complicated or out-dated..

He would rather like to be able to work on it himself if the need arises. ]

Granted.

[ He telegraphs every move, fingers light as breath upon the wires as he examines where they connect to. The older microchips, that code only for pressure and don't give a very precise measure. He doesn't need to know what hot and cold feel like, anyway. And even less need for the arm to register pain. ]

This coolant isn't very effective. [ he muses quietly ] We can't change that, but just keep it in mind. Here, [ gesturing ] I think this is the feedback from your fingers, and this is plate movement for strength. I don't know what this one does.

[ And he doesn't want to try it. ]

I could draw a schematic. Would you like that?

[ Even though he can see the movement before it happens, Winter does tense a fraction. Nothing personal, but people in his space normally didn't end painlessly. He can't feel anything, but there is a vague sense of sensation.

His right hand grips at the side of his pants as Jim explores while giving his take on everything. ]

Yes, sir.

[ He doesn't miss the movement, or the way Winter's breaths get shallow like there can't be enough air in the world for him. He ducks his head, and radiates concern. ]

Just follow my breathing. Slow it down. In, out.

[ His hand hovers over Winter's heart. ]

In, out.

[ A few beats ]

Better?

[ Winter doesn't even realize his breathing escalates until Jim is talking him down. He nods his head, first swallowing the lump in his throat before focusing on the other.

He breathes in and holds it for a moment before letting it out in a gust of air.
He does it again, albeit slower, and it does help the more he does it. Once he slows his breathing to match Jim's, he nods his head. ]

..Better.

[ He smiles, brightly. ]

Good. Great job.

[ Back to business, he peers over the upper part of the opening, and spies a small, round, black object. ]

Hm, what's this?

[ His fingers hover over it, and he frowns. ]

Some kind of tracker?

[ Winter frowns, shrugging his right shoulder so as not to upset what Jim is doing. ]

I don't know. Only the technicians fixed the arm.

[ No way to tell what it is. He takes a breath. ]

There's a button. Should I press it?

I trust your judgement.

[ The closest he can come right now to trusting anyone. Trust is a weakness, but he's willing to make the sacrifice this once. ]

[ He worries at his lower lip. Well, now or never, and he presses it lightly. Instantly, the small light goes red, and the arm falls like a lead weight. ]

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