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Who: Jim Barnes
Broadcast: Fleetwide video + audio
Action: Iskaulit.
When: August 20th.

[ The video flicks on to a spacious room, spans it from left to right, then top to bottom. There's a door off to the right side, and the camera follows it to the adjoining room, similarly large. Again, left to right, top to bottom. Both rooms are spic and span, empty, with wooden floors. And then it switches to audio. The voice is brusque, but amiable, with a moderate Brooklyn drawl. ]

Nice place for a gym. There could be a dojo next door, so it's all in one place. I've got a few sandbags to hang up, and some mats we could use. There's a notice outside for schedules — I know a lot of you folks have been offering training. The room's big enough, and there's plenty more like it on this ship.

Anybody else interested?

[ Anyone wandering the Iskaulit or looking for Bucky after the broadcast will find him humming as he puts up the sandbags. He's dressed very simply in the ship's jumpsuit, with no left sleeve. The left arm whirs in tune as he works. ]

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[Rogue's expression changes from strained to a soft surprise which morphs into something even lighter. She gives an incredulous laugh, brief and warm, and shakes her head.]

A private room. Seriously?

[Still smiling, she shakes her head.

His job to worry. What did that even mean?]

You're somethin' else, Jim. Never been cornered so politely before. You gonna tell me why it's your job ta worry?

[If he says 'because that's what friends do,' Rogue doesn't even know what she'll say. Probably just... concede helplessly.

Because she has been working on this whole... thing. And if it's out of the way, and there's not a better use for the resources, then well... it's something to consider, anyway.]

[ He's smiling, but his tone is gravely earnest, ]

Seriously. It's what friends do.

[ nailed it??? ]

[The last traces of her laughter faded, leaving behind something softer and far more sober.]

You do realize that open doors work both ways.

[Just how deep are you willing to go down this particular rabbit hole? Will you care if it means letting yourself be cared for in return?

It felt ridiculous, this reminder - ridiculous that wanting to be her friend would be something that anyone would want, especially if it entailed any sort of risk for them. Because if she gives you this, Jim, then... well, it's quite a bit, silly as it seems, to allow someone to push her this way.]

[ When he starts on something it goes all the way, no matter how terrifying or painful. He said he'd follow a kid from Brooklyn to the jaws of death, and he did. ]

Yeah, I'm not so good at that, [ the smile is painfully self-aware, and it fades to a grimace quickly. ] I'm willing to learn, sweetheart, but it's gonna take a while. Ain't no use teaching an old dog new tricks.

[She could say a lot of things to that, about trust and how necessary it is for breathing, about hearts and how they expand, about age and how she doesn't think he has over a thousand beat, but... she won't. There doesn't seem to be much of a point to it. Willing to learn, willing to try is enough (at least as long as it is backed up by action. words are air with sound, it's what a person does that matters).

So Rogue meets his gaze and smiles a little, soft and wry with appreciation and finely honed pain.

Almost, she just wants to reach out and poke his shoulder, do something to make that grimace fade. She won't, because he doesn't Know (yet), and to invade someone's space without them knowing the risk is something else she won't do.]

C'mon. [Still with that soft smile, the wryness increasing slightly as she shakes her head.] I'll let ya take me on a tour an' see if we can find a private room.

[And I'll hold ya to it.]

[ True, she can say a lot of things, but each step from now is one more forward; that's good enough. All he can do when she reaches out is try to be honest — and good. ]

Well, if the lady insists.

[ He winks at her, and skirts her personal space, gesturing that she should come with him. ]

[Even though Jim is currently pushing her, he's never pushed her on the personal space front. It's interesting, especially since she's not told him anything about it... She doesn't dwell on the realization, however, simply notes it, wonders, and files it away.

She shakes her head at his theatrics, still smiling faintly, and follows.]

[ The Iskaulit, for lack of a better word, is big. Hallways lead off to more hallways, the walls cleaned of the blood and debris that they'd found when they'd first boarded the ship. It's eerie, and mostly empty at this time of day. The only sound is their footsteps, and the echo of others murmuring as they do their own exploration. ]

Find anything your speed yet?

[A noncommittal sound of thought at his question.

Rogue was starting to realize that her half-formed hope that Jim would forget why he was exploring the ship with her was poorly founded.]

Maybe. The ship's construction's kinda weird, isn't it? It's like... there's somethin' about it nudgin' at the back of my mind that's just a bit off.

[Almost like she's in a hive or an anthill or something...]

[ Very poorly founded. Sorry Rogue, but he grew up with Steve, there's no one as capable of making him back off. ]

Yeah, aliens built it, so I figure it'd feel weird to the rest of us.

[Well, she wouldn't have offered if she hadn't meant it.

...didn't mean that she wasn't gonna put it off a bit, though.

She gave him a sidelong look.]

Look at you, sayin' that all casually. Talkn' about being on a ship built by aliens the same way you'd talk about baseball.

[ He chuckles. ]

It's magic that really makes my head spin.

Yeah?

[Curiosity, but a touch of caution too. When she thinks of magic, she can't help but think of... someone she really shouldn't be thinking of anymore.]

All this, [ he waves his hand, over the walls ] we used to read about. The House of the Future, Car of the Future... you know Jules Verne, don't ya? Dreamin' a'goin' to the moon... but magic? [ shaking his head ] Wavin' your hands and setting something on fire? I've seen it and I still don't believe it. S'gotta be some kinda science.

[That make Rogue laugh, just a little, in quiet appreciation.]

Guess that depends who you're talkin' to - an' what ya mean by science. I know some people who'd say it's one an' the same... an' some people who'd say it's one an' the same plus more.

[A shrug.] Real magic? That's straight outta my league. But it's the same as everythin' else, really. [As beautiful and terrible and amazing and versatile as it was.] It's just a tool, an' ya gotta deal with what it leaves behind.

[ Don't break his brain, Rogue. ]

Yeah, Thor'll probably have more'n a few words for me if he heard me say that. [ he lifts a shoulder, and shrugs ] Maybe it'll rest easier some day.

[Wait, what?]

Thor?

[She knew he'd... gone forward in time, but... she hadn't known the whole thing happened for him. She'd tried not to think about it, actually, since she knew so much more about at least one of those timelines than was fair.]

[ See this is what happens when he relaxes around someone. He frowns at her. ]

Yeah I — went forward in time and ended up with the Avengers. Long story short. Six of us: Iron Man, Black Widow, Hawkeye, Thor, Hulk, and me. Fought off an alien invasion to break us all in.

[She didn't like that he'd delivered that with a frown, didn't like that he felt that... what, this was something he had to be defensive about? If he fought of the Chitari, he should be proud, no matter what world he was in (or who he had been fighting against).

She wasn't sure what to do. The story of the Avengers wasn't hers, not really, but she knew it intimately well. If Rogue was hesitant about sharing her own stories, she was infinitely more so when it came to someone else's.

Undecided and unclear as to the right thing to do, her brow furrowed and the silence stretched for a moment. Then something softened around in her eyes, and Rogue decided she couldn't very well keep this from him. Not and be honest. Not and try to be what she'd said: friends.]

I might've heard a story like that once.

[ No war is anything to be proud of. He's fought and killed for the Allies, and now for SHIELD, and none of it feels worth it until he's spending time with Sam's family who've graciously opened home and hearts to him. There's no good meaning in a life with so much destruction in it. There's only ever the regret of the necessity. ]

Yeah? I'd like to hear it sometime.

[ He gives her a sidelong glance, but doesn't press the matter further. ]

[ Killing might not be something to be proud of, she would agree. But not standing by, not letting other people be killed when there was something you could do to stop it? ...maybe that might not be anything to be proud of either, but... Rogue felt it was the only thing. At least she could still look in the mirror.

HOWEVER, since she doesn't know that he's thinking along these lines, Rogue just... briefly touches the back of her neck where the barcode from Luceti remains.]

It was in the place I was - before.

[She didn't want him thinking that it was her home that had come under alien invasion. He wasn't her replacement anything.]

Think ya might've heard it already, actually. Could be wrong about that, though - hard ta tell when so many worlds run parallel. Reckon mine's a sight different than yours, though we've got some things the same.

[There's a choice there, if you want it. More about the story, the place she was before? Or more about her home? It's only there to take if you want it... though in a way, not asking is a choice as well.]

[ Her touching the barcode reads as a nervous gesture, so he doesn't look too closely. ]

Go on.

[ He's here, and listening. ]

[So then the choice was put back to her, and Rogue fumbles. She's not good with explaining things, not comfortable with expressing what she knows. So she goes for what's hers, because at least in that way she is making no one else vulnerable but herself.

And she is trying to trust Jim, even if this might lead someplace she is afraid to go.]

Some worlds... some Earths... seems like there are a couple of things that always stay the same same in that they were, or are, or have been. My world's got a Tony Stark - but he sure ain't Iron Man yet. [And she would have mentioned Steve Rogers next, except she is not a complete idiot and has managed to put two and two together to get four. She doesn't need visual confirmation of what mentioning a man's (probably dead, certainly lost) best friend can do. She's seen enough loss.] An' then there's SHIELD.

[SHIELD which he sure hasn't mentioned yet. SHIELD which she sure doesn't sound like she belongs to, but her voice does carry a certain tone of knowing.]

So -- no Avengers yet, but. A bunch of the ingredients. An' a little more, besides.

Edited 2015-09-14 15:37 (UTC)

[ It's perhaps, the gentlest, simplest way to say she knows things she feels she shouldn't. truth is: he's stopped caring. The Bucky of the history books feels like another mask he can wear. Some performance to step into. Another man, who doesn't hurt nearly as much, who does these unbelievable things that people ascribe to him. In the end, it's easy to be what people expect. ]

[ It tangles up when she does thoughtful, completely unasked-for things like this. ]

What's the "little more"?

[She stops walking and looks at him directly. There is no other true answer but this:]

People like me.

[And she watches him, she listens, and she waits.]

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