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Who: Everyone!!!
Broadcast: No
Action: The Iskaulit
When: For the rest of the month

[Now that we've all had time to settle back into our ships, let's see what's going on over on the Iskaulit! For the new folks, there are already a few establishments and projects going on, but there's plenty of room for everyone, either to join in or to build their own thing. So mingle away!]

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Having him around? No. Julian's the only person I've seen from my world in nine months. Having him here was... a relief, in many ways.

But finding out what's going to happen? Yes, that's something I still struggle with.

Edited 2015-12-13 22:42 (UTC)

Do you wish you never found out about it?

[ That's still one thing he can't be completely certain of. Does choice dictate what will happen, or is it largely based upon fate? ]

No, because now maybe when I go back, I can change things, help save him.

[Not the answer she should be giving, according to the Temporal Prime Directive, but it's the honest one.]

Do you think something like that is possible? Altering the future by changing one decision?

[ It's definitely a heavy sort of question, but he's curious and she seems like she'll be honest. ]

Time is a more delicate thing than we think and there are an infinite number of possibilities. Perhaps I can't change everything about what Julian told me - there are forces already in motion that are far beyond my control - but maybe I can change some things.

Does it help a little? Knowing that?

[ So, even if you change one small thing it may not change larger events, but it could? It's all confusing to think about. ]

It does. [Small smile.] I never have been good at simply standing by and letting things happen.

What do you do when it isn't permissible to speak up about it?

[ When you're not allowed to have a voice outside of mission parameters. ]

I'm afraid I've never been good at staying quiet either.

[There's a bit of a self-deprecating smile at that before she elaborates further.]

We do have rules, should we meet someone from another time, or indeed, travel ourselves. Rules that are in place to help protect us. I do my best to follow those directives but sometimes... sometimes you have to break the rules. The difficulty is knowing when to do so.

Oh. Alright..

[ He had no idea there were rules to this sort of thing. She talks as if she's had experience with breaking rules-- normalizes it, almost. His brow furrows and looks back at her. ]

But-- What are the consequences of breaking the rules?

Depends. I could receive a reprimand and be demoted or lose my job. Or worse- I could misjudge the situation entirely and make things worse, putting everyone in danger. It's not a decision I have or would ever make lightly.

Edited 2016-01-04 16:48 (UTC)

I understand.

[ So, just because you can do it, doesn't mean that you should. The cons outweigh the pros. Of course they do. ]

[She studies his face for a moment before responding. Something serious is clearly on his mind.]

In the past, it's always helped me to have someone to talk to about these things as well. Someone uninvolved, but that I still trust.

[ Unfortunately, there's no one. No one he can trust, at least.. He'd be on his own should he choose to even make the decision. If he even remembered it when he went back. ]

I'll keep that in mind.

I hope I was some help, at least, with whatever is troubling you.

There's not much to do about it....but yes.

[ Even hearing Beverly's perspective is helpful. ]

Good. I’m glad. And if you ever… I know you can’t talk about the details your own situation, but if you ever have any other questions for me, my door is always open.

I'll try to remember that, ma'am.

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