Might mess up my memories further. I don't want to risk anything happening to the memories I've managed to regain.

Or it might bring out the wrong memories. I've died several times, and none of them were exactly pleasant... I'd rather not panic and say something I shouldn't if that happens.

Or... Maybe it will fabricate memories. From the implant, to keep me docile, or from my own subconscious mind, playing off of my own hopes or ideas or fears.

There's too many ways for this to go wrong with someone already amnesiac.