Hera Syndulla (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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driftfleet2016-03-13 11:14 am
firstrebel) wrote in driftfleet2016-03-13 11:14 am
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004; action;
Who: Hera and anybody.
Broadcast: None.
Action: The Iskaulit
When: Today!
[ Hera finds herself in the room where Ahsoka has been instructing in meditation lately. She's picked up the basics pretty fast, and today of all days, Hera feels like she needs to clear her head.
She sees no point in making any kind of announcement about Kanan - assumes everyone who cares probably already knows, especially the Jedi. Why tell them something they already know? And it's for the best, really. She has faith that he's returned to their own galaxy, and he can look after the others until she figures out how to get back, herself. It's no big deal, nothing to be upset over, she did without him for years before they met.
And yet, just because she doesn't need him, doesn't mean she won't miss him. ]
Broadcast: None.
Action: The Iskaulit
When: Today!
[ Hera finds herself in the room where Ahsoka has been instructing in meditation lately. She's picked up the basics pretty fast, and today of all days, Hera feels like she needs to clear her head.
She sees no point in making any kind of announcement about Kanan - assumes everyone who cares probably already knows, especially the Jedi. Why tell them something they already know? And it's for the best, really. She has faith that he's returned to their own galaxy, and he can look after the others until she figures out how to get back, herself. It's no big deal, nothing to be upset over, she did without him for years before they met.
And yet, just because she doesn't need him, doesn't mean she won't miss him. ]
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I guess, I just didn't expect it to help me much. You know, I figured it was just a Jedi thing.
[ She leans back, stretching her legs out, and looks a little more serious. ]
I'm glad Kanan went home.
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[ Hera smiles fondly. ]
But the others need him more than I do. Especially Ezra.
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His apprentice.
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That's great!
[It's good to know the Jedi aren't completely wiped out. Whatever beef she has with the Order, she doesn't want them eradicated. This is good news.]
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Yeah. It's been good for both of them. It happened more or less by accident, but sometimes I can't help but think that it, well - wasn't. An accident, that is.
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[ She looks contemplative for a moment. ]
But it's like there's been a piece of himself that Kanan's been holding back for a long time. I've known he used to be a Jedi, almost since we first met, but he was always careful not to use his training unless it was absolutely life-or-death. Until he met Ezra, and then it was like that piece fell into place.
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...I think he doesn't think he's good enough, sometimes.
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Seems like that's more than can be said for everyone else, from what I've heard.
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I don't think he sees it that way. He ran. He thinks that was cowardly, that he should've stayed, tried to save his master. Survivor's guilt.
Maybe teaching Ezra makes him feel like he survived for a reason.
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Following in your dad's footsteps, I see.
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He probably wouldn't agree with that.
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My father is shortsighted.
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[ Bitter? YOU BET. ]
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[Her estimation of Cham just went down a bit.]
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Yeah, well. I've learned to live with it. It's his problem, not mine.
[ Plus she's found a much better substitute family. ]
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You don't know how stubborn he can be.