My name is Max. (
theroadwarrior) wrote in
driftfleet2016-03-16 01:57 am
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[Closed] no this will be fine
Who: Max "The Fool" Rockatansky, "Furious Roadmom" Furiosa, Dr. Black-eye Bev, and Ino-think-this-is-a-good-idea
Broadcast: N/A
Action: Closed to Dr. Beverly's super secret doctor chambers (aka a medical bay)
When: TODAY, WEDNESDAY. The 16th. Not quite the Ides of March. Remaining Ides of Max.
... The thread log in which Max punches someone in the face.
Warnings for panic attacks, traumatic flashing back, and other PTSD-related symptoms of "nofuckingthankyou"-ness.
Also potentially graphic dental work. Or an attempt at it. An attempt is definitely gonna be made.
This is Peggy's fault probably.
Broadcast: N/A
Action: Closed to Dr. Beverly's super secret doctor chambers (aka a medical bay)
When: TODAY, WEDNESDAY. The 16th. Not quite the Ides of March. Remaining Ides of Max.
... The thread log in which Max punches someone in the face.
Warnings for panic attacks, traumatic flashing back, and other PTSD-related symptoms of "nofuckingthankyou"-ness.
Also potentially graphic dental work. Or an attempt at it. An attempt is definitely gonna be made.
This is Peggy's fault probably.

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But it's something Max isn't exactly fond of. For many reasons.
So when he finally does ask for help — ask for Furiosa to be there (just in case, always just in case, because at least she's a familiar and welcomed face) — he's sitting in wait for the actual work to be done, fidgeting like a kid at a doctor's office. If there's one thing to send him into anxious fidgets, it's the prospect of someone touching him. In any capacity.
But his tooth is throbbing now, a fiercely unwelcomed sensation that makes him want to grit his teeth. Only he can't, because the pain will increase tenfold, and then he'll really have something to curse about. His eyes keep drifting toward whatever horrible torture devices sit in the place, and he grumbles under his breath. This is terrible. Why do people subject themselves to this? He should leave.
That's what he thinks a good dozen times, in a relatively short timespan.
"Leave. Get out. You can still go."
It takes him a minute to recognize the stranger talking in his head is actually him.
But — he could do this. He could do this. Block it out. When the tooth's gone, his head will be quieter. The pain won't bleed out the coppery tang of his usual ghosts, his dizzying spectators in his daily isolations. Get the tooth out, the pain isn't a problem, can sit through it and pretend he's somewhere else. Yeah. Somewhere else. Nice, sunny place, dry but not too dry, maybe a rocky cliff perfect for camping, where there's clean air for a few hours and not a soul out to try to pick off him. Yes.
That's not a bad place to be.
Mmhmmmm.
(... Furiosa save me from this hell.)
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Which she's almost banking on. She knows Max, she's seen him muzzled. She knows the desperate things people do when they're in pain, when that pain is beyond normal levels (and let's be honest; normal levels for a wastelander are pretty damned high to begin with). She expects of its come to Max seeking help, it's gotten past those levels.
She glanced over at Ino and Beverly. She'd been helping on the Iskaulit gardens enough to be know them, but trust hadn't quite extended this far yet. Max was ... Well he wasn't hers like the Warboy, or the protection she'd come to feel for the Wives, but he was certainly one of Her People now and that came with its own benefits, such as eternal guard dog. Ino, in this situation, was an unknown variant. Beverly, well. She definitely threw off a different air than the organ mechanic Furiosa had known.
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Beverly lays out her tools on a tray: medication, needles for injecting said medication (what she wouldn't do for a hypospray!), tooth extracting forceps, gauze, and of course, her tricorder. She rolls the tray over to the exam table where Max is sitting, then switches on the overhead light. When she speaks, her tone is as soothing as she can make it, soft and gentle. "All right, Max? I'm going to need you to lie down for me, okay?"
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She's just standing off to the side with Furiosa for now, out of the way but not too far, just in case. The look she's got on her face as Beverly talks him through the process can best be described as dubious -- not because she doubts that Beverly knows what she's doing, of course, but because she isn't sure exactly how Max will take that kind of tone. She's been around too many big guys like him who are so used to being alone and untouched -- it's left her with the impression that being so gentle and sweet will only make him nervous or irritable. She can only imagine trying to shove Guts into a chair like this ...
Though, really, if she's being honest, she's done her best to be reassuring to Max as well, so maybe she's been just as bad. And hey, maybe if this goes well she can throw in a hint hint wink wink nudge nudge about his knee, too -- but considering how difficult it was to get him into the chair for this in the first place ... Well, she's skeptical. But hoping for the best.
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He glances at the tray, looking like a homeless mutt cautious of a human calling, but inevitably he sighs through his nose and lays back. And if his hands are gripping the chair's arm rests a bit more firmly, it goes unspoken. Just like it goes unspoken that his heart is pitter-pattering quickly in his chest. It's almost shameful, if he thinks about it too much. He's old enough to not do this. To focus. He's not sure how old he is, mind, but he knows that it's all something in his head.
He squints up into the bright lights, pupils pinpricks.
Max... someone says, a whisper so hushed it sounds almost devilish.
He ignores it, grunts.
"Alright."
It's about all he can get out right now. He breathes in deep, exhales.
Calm. Relaxed. Yeah. Calm. Furiosa's here. There's no reason to worry. These people are helping, he reminds himself. Everyone is helping him with the pain in his jaw. Not a typical organ mechanic. This Fleet is not like home, he repeats. Not like home at all.
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Although she did once use his name talking with Peggy, so in reality she's just as guilty.But she's not letting him know that now; right now he needs as many reassurances as she can get, and if downplaying the fact that his name isn't a surprise is part of it, that's what she'll have to do."The ... doctors, in our world, were much more concerned with the state of their property than the comfort of it." A simple explanation to Beverly, partially to break the silence. It's different, and it's awkward, and while she does have a greater ability to deal with people than Max, seeing him on the chair like this leaves her unsettled with thoughts back to her own related demons. She leans back against the counter, casually, but there's a certain tension in her jaw - though not uncomfortable to Max's extent, she's clearly out of her element as well. She makes a side glance at Ino to see how the other woman is taking it. Would she know how to handle a wild wastelander, if it came to that?
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"You are not my property. You are my patient, and it is my job to heal you. I don't expect anything in return for that. If you think it will help, I can explain everything I'm going to do first, so you know what to expect. Or if you want to just go ahead and get it over with, we can do that as well. Whatever makes it easiest for you. I am here to help."
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"This isn't that place," she says finally, decisive and confident. "It won't be like that anymore."
Not while I'm around, anyways.
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"You'll numb it and pull it. Right?" He grips the armrests again. "Just do it."
Not a barked order, but an answer, a go-ahead.
Because he doesn't want to wait. He wants to hurry and get this over with. Property, not property, it all hurts either way — all uncomfortable, whether you're numbed or your nerves are screaming front and center. He doesn't look at the tools anymore, but figures looking at the ceiling is a better idea. He feels like something is crawling over his skin at the thought of having to sit for too long. The tooth's a mess; could take more than just a three-two-pull. He knows this.
He breathes in again, closes his eyes. The stern voice helps a little. S'grounding.
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She doesn't think on it too deeply now, however, focusing again on Max. She listens to Beverly, a little pleasantly surprised by her firmer tone. Smart woman. Seeing Max close his eyes, she relaxes slightly; the sooner they get this started, the sooner it's over with.
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For now, they need to get that tooth out of there. She prepares the needle with the numbing agent, then without further ado, injects the area around the tooth with a quick precision.
"It'll take a minute for the anesthetic to set in. Tell me when your jaw starts feeling numb."
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For now, Ino will just be standing by silently again, waiting and hoping this will get taken care of swiftly and without much issue.
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It's not fully numb, but, you know. Pain tolerance. It's a magnificent thing. One small mercy of Wastelanding -- you can handle it better. But there lies a double-edged sword: the same world that gave him a tolerance is the same world that hurt him, in more ways than one. It's why, when Beverly does finally pick up the tools needed to pry up the tooth, he squeezes the armrest again. It seems to be one of the few ways to observe his discomfort levels, other than the wrinkles on his brow and the glassy distance that sometimes touches his eyes.
As she moves in, he flinches hard -- but he just closes his eyes, scrunches them, his every demand for action forced back with a charged mental no. He can do it. He's fine. He's had so much worse, and he's walked out of it intact. A reminder: she's helping, she's helping, she's helping, what would she benefit from not helping? Furiosa's right there. Ino's reliable, she gave him medicines. He glances at her, glances at Furiosa, looks at the lights. His stomach feels like lead, sinking heavily into his spine.
There is some pain -- Max is apparently one who needs more than a single shot -- but if he's in pain he doesn't show it. It's tolerable, very tolerable. The pressure is more intimidating than anything. But even as he tastes blood and she works, he is still, waiting.
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Hopefully he's not lying about the anesthetic setting in.
The tooth is, as he told her earlier, broken, so it will have pulled out in a couple of pieces. The first comes out easily enough but after that, she really has to pry at it. Blood is inevitable, as is the pressure, which is slowly increasing...
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"Give our Spricket a pretty mediocre death, huh?!"
"He's a thrasher, hold him still--"
"Hold 'em down, hold 'em down!"
"He tore my bleedin' finger off--!!"
"Sure is, innit?"
"Get the muzzle, mate."
The pressure, it isn't so bad until the voices hit him, and then the smells -- the dampness, the rot of the Warboys, the scent of the cavernous walls they've made home. They pin him again, this time with a muzzle -- he feels the cold steel pressing against his lips, against teeth. Someone kicks him. Someone jerks his head down nearly between his knees. He feels the heat of fire, and then --
Then the skull brand is shoved against his exposed neck, hissing as it ruins the skin there.
Max's eyes snap open, pupils small, dots, tunnel vision seeing something that's not there. There's almost no warning, considering he'd been squirming as it was. He just jackknives forward with a gasp of air, the motion flinging the forceps and blood as he swings a sharp, fast, frantic right hook --
He feels the knuckle strike skin, glance off the bone beneath it. Blood fills his mouth, drips down his chin as he jumps to try and leave the chair.
"Let go--!" is his cry, despite nothing holding him.
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It's too fast - snake strike fast. Furiosa is not able to save Beverly from the first punch, but she's immediately in motion; springing forward and shoving Beverly out of the way (if she's not already reeling), in order to pin Max back against the chair with her scrap metal prosthetic. She finds herself missing her original prosthetic, the one she sacrificed to take out Immortan Joe. An extra dose of power would have been nice right about now. Instead she tries to leverage her body against him, bracing her arm across his chest.
She shoots a look to Ino to see what support she gets. If Max can shake off a handful of Warboys, she's definitely going to need a hand.
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While Furiosa and Ino wrestle with him, she begins to prepare a sedative, ignoring the throbbing pain and the fact that she can only effectively see out of one eye at the moment, as the other is watering and trying to swell shut. He's so agitated that intravenous or oral seditation is going to be next to impossible, so her only option, without a hypospray, is intramuscular, which also has the benefit of getting the sedative through him more quickly. 3mg of midazolam to start, see if that holds. The less medication she has to administer, the better.
Needle loaded, she looks back up at Ino and Furiosa. "I need you to hold his legs down for me."
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"Shit --"
She moves to help Furiosa keep him down, contact with his body minimal -- just one gentle hand wherever needed. But that one hand seems to hold a bizarre reservoir of strength that hardly matches up to her exterior, and they should be able to keep him mostly at bay even if he continues to struggle and flail around.
"Hey -- come on. You're going to be okay."
She's trying to reach Max, because she's quite sure he wouldn't have hit Beverly unless he was having some type of traumatic episode. She has to wonder how many times he's been held down like this by the type of doctor that Furiosa described.
And that's when Beverly approaches from behind with the needle. Oh. She's going to sedate him.
"Wait -- what?"
She looks a little unsure. She's not surprised that this seems to be the ideal solution, but ... is her coming closer with that thing going to make this worse? She looks back to Max to see if he's seen it, to Furiosa to see if she thinks it's the only way. She's pretty used to being able to talk somebody out of something like this, but she'll defer to Furiosa if she believes him unable to calm down otherwise.
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don't touch me, leave me alone, let me go
It's the Wastelands. You can't afford to stop fighting. He scratches with his hands, paws, swings. Furiosa's a strong pressure on his chest, holding him firm. He can feel something warm grip his wrist tightly. Something of a strangled whimper forces its way out from behind his clenched and bloody teeth, the panic lighting his eyes. Nobody's going to save him. He has to save himself. It's how it's always been. He remembers. He knows better.
let go
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Then Max is snapping at her face, and there's heat and blood and the stench of infection. She snaps her head forward, slamming her forehead against his in an attempt to disorient him enough for Beverly to work. She figures he'll understand once the dust settles.
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"Don't let go yet. It'll take a minute for the sedative to take effect."
Once she safely disposes of the needle and gloves, she rejoins them to do her part in restraining him until the medication kicks in.