OTA || BELLYFLOPS INTO THE TOXIC SMOG

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Who: Sam and you!
Broadcast: N/A
Action: The smoggy area!
When: The night of the party!
Warnings: Sam's getting shot by a drunk bro so that's a warning I guess if that concerns you. That's gonna be MATURE!!!!

(Feel free to find him at any point in this post, and don't sweat any timeline botching. ;))

Sam goes out to look at the smoggy tides, because he's an idiot who is curious about everything; it's always been sort of a problem for him, even before he was brought into the family business. Curiosity kills the giant lanky cat. Only nah, he's fine. He's got his mask with him, he's got his warm tuxedo and coat, he's not at all minding the mud he's getting on his really nice shoes. How often's he gonna wear those anyway? He's gonna hang out with certain spacegals-turned-grounders, of course. Looking for the patches of fog that exist out there, taking notes and overall just being completely reckless. What, they're allowed the luxury when they're already from reckless professions back home, right?

It's all pretty interesting. Sam'll be on the look-out for anyone lingering out here, though, tie undone and hanging loosely around his neck.

He can be found observing the toxic clouds, looking (un)surprisingly melancholy. Mostly because the clouds he sees? They're forming the issues most heavily weighing on Sam's mind as of late — it's himself he's looking at, of course. Him, who is growing devil horns and sprouting a tail, so utterly ridiculous and cartoony that Sam chuckles darkly and wonders if the toxic smog has a sense of dark, dark humor. It almost seems to crackle with the weight of Lucifer's cloud presence alone, but Sam knows better. It's just his own head, messing with him. The Lucifer-shaped mist laughs in his head alone, a memory from his own painful dealings.

Fuck you, buddy, he thinks. He eventually moves to cross through the smog sometime later, into the other side of the embankment.

Good to see what's out there, right?

Good to keep up to date on this world. Plus, there could be some spooky monsters out here that nobody's talking about, causing these toxic smog clouds. You just never know. The last world he was in had evil death clouds, so this isn't a crazy idea, he swears.

THE MORNING AFTER:

Feel free to run into Sam as he prepares himself some coffee; he looks a bit like he drank way too damn much the night before. But really, he kinda just got shot in the arm the night before and his forearm is hurting something fierce. Crushing pain pills and antibiotics into tea is totally acceptable methods of medicating yourself, right? Cool. He'll be discreet as he can be about it, but it's kinda a fool's game to try and hide something that hurts and will continue being a pain for a few weeks.

Let him know how your masquerade went, since he left early.

He really wants to know, okay! It's important to keep up on the latest news and gossip. Obviously.

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Dean can at least appreciate the silence, the fact that he isn't being expected to say more than he usually would. Though it does make it by far easier to lodge himself in his own head, at least he doesn't have to worry about saying things he wouldn't while sober, slipping out some sort of information he wouldn't give under usual duress. Not to mention, he can make the excuse that it makes it by far easier to concentrate on getting around with tipping over and making sure that Sam doesn't do the same.

Not that he'd be that great at stopping him if he did.

And while Dean still has issues with flying, teleportation isn't exactly the same. So. Y'know.

While Dean knows his way fairly well around the Red Fish by now (or, well, he knows his way around to what's important) and even though he's eying Cas' room with some level of potential comfort, he still can't deny the fact that leaving Sam by himself to tend to his wound only makes him feel worse. So instead he just sort of stands there dimly, caught between the crew's rooms and kitchen as if he's been frozen to the spot. It's not as if this situation isn't complicated in a million different ways and so trying to find an easier way through it is definitely the obvious choice. But staying? The hell's he gonna do if he stays.

Which is why he avoids Sam's question altogether- "You need a hand?"

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Sam is popping open the kit and wiping his sleeve across his forehead when Dean speaks up, and he glances over — considering the offer. He is a little shaky from the pain and lightheaded-ness, but Dean's also drunk, and he's not sure how well this Dean stitches compared to his own Dean, who drinks like a goddamn fish. How much booze is in the apocalypse, again?

But hell, Sam's torn. He'd love for Dean to help. Love something to feel familiar about them. But if it's done out of guilt, that's crappy too, isn't it...? Eventually, he settles on: "If you want to, yeah. Is your hand steady?"

Because as much as he loves you with all his heart --

He doesn't want you poking holes in him, mkay.

He's not looking to be Sam "Pin Cushion" Winchester (even if he already kinda is).

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The amount of booze depends on the day, really. And on Cas' stores of absinthe.

But that's a conversation for another day, to the extent that while Dean is trashed, he's still capable. He's spent too many years of his life on the brink of being drunk at any moment to not be nearly at full capacity despite how much alcohol he may have imbibed. That doesn't mean the question isn't entirely reasonable and Dean really should just hightail it, go sleep and let Sam deal with the mess that he, Dean, made.

But guilt is still a key player in all this and so Dean remains silent, his answer to the question given by refusing to answer it altogether, instead making his way back over to the kitchen and dropping down heavily next to Sam, dragging over the med kit beside him instead and rifling around in it. He might even manage to look somewhat impressed by the fact that he has a med kit to be working with in the first place.

You're going to have to endure his quiet grumpy help, whether or not you fear it. At least his hands aren't shaking, though, already pulling out needles before immediately digging around in his pocket for a lighter. Old habits.

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Sam melts a little with Dean's help, the exhaustion suddenly a heavy cloud around him. He's been trying to make it not a big deal — really it's fine, I'm fine, it's just a small injury, it's not a big deal — but he's fried. A lot of people think something like this can be walked off, but that all just depends on how much blood you're parting with, doesn't it? He relaxes considerably and offers Dean his arm, no longer bothering to hide how relieved he is that someone's getting to it for him.

He wasn't looking forward to stitching with his non-dominant hand, at this angle, already shaky and tired and in pain. This from Dean? It wasn't expected per se, but it was a thought in mind he was hoping for.

The wound itself is a bit messy. It's lucky the bullet was the type it was, to not the kind that totally blows your limbs apart. Shotguns, man. You don't screw with those. As it is, it's just an in-n'-out injury, on the outmost area of his arm. No bone involved, but it's gonna be a bitch to work with in the upcoming weeks. Maybe he'll ask someone for a little magic, a little healing.

He rubs his eyes and pops some pain killers, letting Dean have at it.

With a wince through his teeth:

"How am I, doctor? Will I make it?"

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Bullet wounds are always a big deal, hell any open wound tends to be, but Dean comes from a world where infection of all kind runs rampant, where sepsis is your second worst enemy. Which is why, even when he finds his lighter, the alcohol already in the medical kit gains all his attention. The fact that it's even in here is worthy of some manner of amazement - modern marvels and all that, appreciate what you have yadda yadda. It's just almost too damn convenient, but Dean doesn't say any of that, just carries on to the best of his ability.

Messy or not, it can't be said that Dean doesn't know what he's doing - he's done this too many times, tried to stitch up too many wounds, watched too many people die anyway. And while it doesn't take all his focus - finishing up with the alcohol, sterilizing the end of the needle, carrying on with the actual sutures - Dean is lost for a few moments in concentration, thinking too hard about too many things.

Apparently he isn't drunk enough.

Sam's words, ridiculous as they are, manage to tug him out of his head just as he lines up one of the last sutures and pulls it through. His gaze flashes upwards for a moment, staring, before returning to the problem at hand, mostly inclined to stay silent despite the fact that he doesn't anyway.

"You'll sleep it off."

Which is to say, he's seen you go through worse and come out the other end. And even though he fucked this one up big time, at least he won't have to watch you die by his own hand.

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"What medical school did you attend," he says with a roll of his eyes, but he looks pleased enough with the answer. Fair enough, though. He'll sleep it off -- as soon as he gets rid of this bloody jacket and button-up, which looks like a horror show, frankly. This is why Winchesters don't wear white.

Anyway, he's not gonna leave any blood to wig his crewmates out with.

Once the sutures are done, Sam gives his fist a clench, tests the stitches very minutely. The pain is slowly numbing with the pain killers, and the stitches look good. He nods, adding, "Thanks." before he starts to clean up the area.

If it's ridiculous to thank the person who did the shooting, Sam ain't addressing it.

"I'll shoot Cas a call, make sure he's not -- y'know. Doing anything the natives'll ban us for. Though I'm guessing they're totally game for anything non-violent." He wrinkles his nose, but doesn't expand on this. Running a hand through his shaggy hair, longer than Dean would remember, he huffs a breath he must've been holding for a while. "Then I'll sleep until someone kicks me."

[kickingand]

Remaining ever the silent type, as soon as Sam's all finished, Dean figures his own portion of the show is over. Sam gets to cleaning up before he can even begin to put the rest of the supplies away and well- not a whole lot left for him to deal with except whatever's rattling around in his head, and he's certainly not about to start divulging that just for fun.

He doesn't even address the entirely weird, unwarranted 'thanks', because there's no reason for it. It doesn't belong in this situation, no matter which way Dean looks at it, despite the fact that he has yet to apologize for his own hand in this. And so he finally stands, looking down towards the crew's quarters, offering up a noncommittal nod of sorts because he has no idea what to say. He's guessing Cas is fine - he seemed more than happy enough about all this, he doubts he'll be getting up to anything past his usual sort of trouble.

And so--

"I'll be out in the morning."

It's the best he's got to offer, like some strange promise that he won't shoot Sam again upon awakening, as he heads back to Cas' room and promptly makes with his own personal disappearing act.

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Sam sighs softly to himself, but he doesn't fight Dean on it. No, he's not quite as bullheaded about forcing his brother to hang around any longer than a night; as far as he's concerned, this is a win. So he sits in the quiet of the kitchen, makes a few calls to make sure everyone's doing alright, and then moves to go lay down in his bed a few hours later.

He finds he has a hard time sleeping, but it's not like a few sleeping pills ever did him any harm lately. He slips into a relatively peaceful fit of sleep, tonight, and if he had nightmares — well, he sure the fuck wont't remember them.