[How do you even think quietly? He doesn't know, but he'll try.]
As long as it wouldn't make things worse.
[He sighs and leans back on his hands.]
It's all pointless unless I can get back though. Anders here is...
[It's a complicated burst of emotion that for all he'd just thought he should try to think quietly he can't quell. He's just so angry at Anders for things that he knows aren't the mage's fault, that he can't possibly be responsible for. It's not his doing that Atroma pulled him from an earlier time, that he's more frightened and more frivolous to hide it. It's not his fault that Adalwolfe has to wake up every morning with the knowledge that he's here, in the fleet, with no bloody idea of who Adalwolfe is except for some crazy that makes up stories then storms off. It's not his fault that Adalwolfe can't even look at him without his heart rising and then sinking immediately after. That Hawke holds weakly onto his anger in an effort just not to hurt.
He takes a breath, trying to get back on track.]
Solas. That was the apostate with the Inquisition, right?
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[How do you even think quietly? He doesn't know, but he'll try.]
As long as it wouldn't make things worse.
[He sighs and leans back on his hands.]
It's all pointless unless I can get back though. Anders here is...
[It's a complicated burst of emotion that for all he'd just thought he should try to think quietly he can't quell. He's just so angry at Anders for things that he knows aren't the mage's fault, that he can't possibly be responsible for. It's not his doing that Atroma pulled him from an earlier time, that he's more frightened and more frivolous to hide it. It's not his fault that Adalwolfe has to wake up every morning with the knowledge that he's here, in the fleet, with no bloody idea of who Adalwolfe is except for some crazy that makes up stories then storms off. It's not his fault that Adalwolfe can't even look at him without his heart rising and then sinking immediately after. That Hawke holds weakly onto his anger in an effort just not to hurt.
He takes a breath, trying to get back on track.]
Solas. That was the apostate with the Inquisition, right?