[ That's...a lot of things to interpret. I mean Sascha gets the glimpses, feels the emotions as they pass through the touch. The gratitude, the hurt--Sascha doesn't yet understand heartbreak. It's more than what Winn's let him feel before and certainly not at all like what he gets from the locals. He feels...like he should share too, but no idea what.
Ironically that's exactly what she shares, along with a want and yearning to make Winn happy and do what he says, to figure out what it is he wants beyond wanting to do what Winn wants. Beyond what anyone wants, really, besides himself. Sascha's life prior to the fleet hasn't made allowances for his own desires in the material sense. Having someone beside him so the doesn't wake up alone every night is more than he could've ever hoped for. Having someone like Kitty who accepts him for what he is is more than he could've hoped for.
And an amazing friend like Winn who always tries so hard to help him understand is more than he could've hoped for. Sascha has so much more now. ]
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Ironically that's exactly what she shares, along with a want and yearning to make Winn happy and do what he says, to figure out what it is he wants beyond wanting to do what Winn wants. Beyond what anyone wants, really, besides himself. Sascha's life prior to the fleet hasn't made allowances for his own desires in the material sense. Having someone beside him so the doesn't wake up alone every night is more than he could've ever hoped for. Having someone like Kitty who accepts him for what he is is more than he could've hoped for.
And an amazing friend like Winn who always tries so hard to help him understand is more than he could've hoped for. Sascha has so much more now. ]
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