04 - video

[winn]

Who: Winn and you!
Broadcast: y!
Action: on the Tourist!
When: August 2nd

[ some of you may have noticed that winn has been uncharacteristically quiet for the past...16 days. he's not really sure how to address the elephant in the room - he knows these two weeks and change have been hard on the people he loves but for him it's like no time has passed and the dissonance is hard to bridge.

it's a good thing he has a not at all unhealthy coping mechanism set in place. ]

You know, if we're entertainment on a reality show, the least they can do is give us like a recap - you know your basic [ in a tv announcer impression ] here's what you missed on the Fleet - or - last week, on the young and the Drifting - [ he rubs the back of his head before shaking it ] Well, maybe talking about the 'least they can do' isn't such a great plan...first order of business - what'd I miss? Second order of business - if you or anyone you know has ever fallen into an unexplained sleep here or at any other kidnappy world - I'd appreciate it if you'd answer a couple questions, they're a text attachment at the bottom. Sorry if it's been done before, I'll gladly take a link to any previous research as well as fresh data. Third order of business -- hi. [ he gives the camera a little wave and a nervous chuckle ] Um. Yeah, I'm, I'm fine, I should've opened with that but if you know me the order isn't really gonna surprise you that much and if you don't you're probably really confused right now and looking for the off button - it's to your right, right on top, there you go.

That's it, I guess....good morning, Drifters - don't forget to drink your coffee! Winn out -

<br />1. <b>date and duration of sleep</b>: self explanatory.<br />2. <b>surrounding events</b>: when it happened were you or your sleeping acquaintance going about your daily lives, experimenting with anything, uncovering anything?<br />3. <b>results</b>: did waking result in new memories, loss of old ones, a change in personality or attitude, were you or your sleeping acquaintance at a different physical location (ex: new planet, back at your ship, new kidnappy world), were there any physical differences or after effects, if so how long did they last, anything you can think of that changed - put it here.<br />

[ except he's not all the way out. hank and cisco each get the following message to their personal numbers ]

I need to discuss something in person. My place? [ he can't really leave kitty yet ]

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[winn]

[ he knows. but he's not her - he can't imagine anyone else ever loving him like kitty does. it took him almost 30 years to find one person who saw past his faults to virtues even he can't see, to expect it to happen twice feels idiotic.

I'll find you is what he wants to say - but he can't. not only is that an impossible promise to guarantee - but it will negate the very purpose of this conversation, put a burden of guilt on her if he's the one to go that he doesn't want for her (well - selfishly he does, he wants her to fight for him, to go find him). so instead, he just keeps stroking her arm. ]

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[passingthrough]

You know what's great though? We're together. [She kisses his cheek.]

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[winn]

Mmhm...that really is great.

[ he smiles ]

I'll make an optimist out of you yet.

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[passingthrough]

How are you going to do that, handsome?

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[winn]

I'm already doing it.

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[passingthrough]

Sneaky. [Kissing.]

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[winn]

[ kissing ]

And you love it.

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[passingthrough]

I love you.

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[winn]

I heard - more than you knew.

[ pushing the hair out of her face with a smile. ]

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[passingthrough]

Heard?

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[winn]

[ leaning in close and whispering in her ear ]

You told me. Like 2 minutes ago.

[ being a brat for the sake of levity! ]

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[passingthrough]

[She laughs.] Right. [For a moment she thought he was telling her he heard things while he was asleep.]

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[winn]

[ if only, he'd have liked that - it's a notch under attending your own funeral. ]

So who'd you think talked?

[ because he thinks she thought he heard it from someone else. ]

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[passingthrough]

[She does, at least, figure out what he's thinking.] I didn't mean it that way, but I know Tyrion came in to read to you. Wouldn't be too surprising if he did.

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[winn]

He did?

[ that's...sweet. and strange. he can never really figure out what his relationship with tyrion is. tyrion reads him like a book, and seems genuinely interested in his well being - but he can never really tell if it's because he likes him, or because he's kitty's man and he's trying to make sure she's taken care of. ]

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[passingthrough]

Sure. I guess it didn't sink in?

[It can't be both?]

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[winn]

[ it can be, but it's just...weird. he's not used to people taking such an interest in him, especially such an immediate interest. ]

Flying saucer made of pizza.

[ he nods, to say he remembers nothing of his coma. just...weirdness. ]

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[passingthrough]

Weirdo. [Taps his nose.]

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[winn]

If I were normal, you'd be bored.

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[passingthrough]

Good thing we'll never know for sure. [Because he's not going to be normal anytime soon.]

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[winn]

[ or ever. in fact, if he's ever normal - he's not him.

it makes him smile at her in that utterly smitten sort of way. ]

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[passingthrough]

[Best way. more kissing goes here and snuggling and holding until he has to go meet the nerd herd.]