[He reached around to hug Victor around the middle. He breathed in Victor's scent and that helped too. This place was normal. It had Victor. This place was safe... it had Victor. Victor wasn't upset. He had to be stronger. Victor couldn't be his crutch. He had to stand tall.
He breathed in slowly and held this breath. 1...2...3...4...5...6... he exhaled. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8. He inhaled. 1.2.3.4. He held it in. He exhaled. He inhaled. He held it in. He repeated that until he wasn't thinking about the space ship or the reality show. He has his eyes closed. He had Victor, he could smell Victor, he could feel his arm and his body heat. They were just sitting in their hotel room getting ready for a match. Everything was fine... just go to a happy place...]
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Yeah... yeah that sounds good.
[He reached around to hug Victor around the middle. He breathed in Victor's scent and that helped too. This place was normal. It had Victor. This place was safe... it had Victor. Victor wasn't upset. He had to be stronger. Victor couldn't be his crutch. He had to stand tall.
He breathed in slowly and held this breath. 1...2...3...4...5...6... he exhaled. 1.2.3.4.5.6.7.8. He inhaled. 1.2.3.4. He held it in. He exhaled. He inhaled. He held it in. He repeated that until he wasn't thinking about the space ship or the reality show. He has his eyes closed. He had Victor, he could smell Victor, he could feel his arm and his body heat. They were just sitting in their hotel room getting ready for a match. Everything was fine... just go to a happy place...]