selfhelp: ([billy] it's... kind of a brother thing)
William "Billy" Kaplan (Wiccan) ([personal profile] selfhelp) wrote in [community profile] driftfleet2017-11-18 11:27 pm

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Who: Billy Kaplan / OTA
Broadcast: Yes
Action: On the Iskaulit
When: After all the chaos is settled!


So… all of that was horrible? I think that goes without saying. The less we have of that kind of thing going forward, the better.

Tangentially, but the personnel augment is kind of useless, isn't it? We get an office but not much in the way of marketable skills, we can't do anything with the ships in the middle of a crisis, we're not here for any big damn hero moments. It’s great if we’ve got other skills for that, but we can’t fix stuff, we can’t pilot people out of danger, we can’t arm those who don’t have powers...

...okay, sorry, I'm rambling. Getting to the point! Truth is, personnel - counselling - is meant for the aftermath. Therapy, in other words. If it doesn't exist where you're from, it pretty much means someone whose job it is to listen to you, no judgments, and offer advice if they can. Sometimes it's enough to just have somebody hear you out.

Anyway, I wanted to say that I'm tired of, like… not contributing much. So I'm gonna have an open door policy. Doesn't matter if you're not on my ship, doesn't matter if I don't even know you. You can even use the comm anonymously if you don't like the idea of coming in person. You make the rules.

If you're wondering about my qualifications… well, I've got ears. That's the most important part. But I did also grow up with this stuff- Mom’s a psychologist, I've seen her work, I’ve read some of her books. And I’ve gone to therapy. Kind of a lot. It's not a substitute for the real thing, but it's what I can offer.

Oh, and for the record, this isn't meant to call out anyone with the personnel augment, or steal your shipmates, or anything! This is more of a call to action. If you want in on this we can set up some kind of network.

I’m setting up shop on the Iskaulit and I’m gonna post active hours there. Stop by if you want to talk more one-on-one about it.

[True to his word, Billy’s in a spare room in the Iskaulit - sign on the door - and is decorating the place, though it’s kind of barebones for the moment. He can magic it pretty, but the last few months have been exhausting, so he’s taking it slow.]

[personal profile] padadin 2017-12-13 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[That... yeeeeah, wow. Shiro has seen and heard about a lot of crazy shit but this takes the cake. He can only stare for a second before finally answering.]

You weren't kidding about complicated. I know it can be frustrating not to understand where you can come from. [He's seen it with Keith, and... ok, after a pause, he gently nudges Billy with his right arm, then shows him the metal hand. He should share a bit in return.] The bad guys gave me this - I don't remember it.

[So yeah, Billy, when you said "all the appeal of Bucky Barnes without the aloof personality", you pretty much nailed it.]

I would says sorry but-- complicated as it may be, it sounds like you had a good young life.

[personal profile] padadin 2017-12-15 11:38 pm (UTC)(link)
I would be very impressed if you didn't have any issues at all with this. It's understandable, Billy. Especially with your powers - I can't imagine what kind of weight you carry on your shoulders.

[And amnesia, Billy, giving people metal arms and amnesia, can't forget that. The question actually makes Shiro shrug. Billy's lucky that Kate has already told him about the Winter Soldier. In fact, he owes the guy one for the special punching bag in the Blameless.]

I can access all the touch panels in their bases now so-- I guess the answer is yes.

[personal profile] padadin 2017-12-26 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
[Shiro returns the smile and reaches to squeeze Billy's shoulder - a comforting gesture. It's ok, Billy doesn't have to say anything if he doesn't want to. Life and its weight for your shoulders can get complicated like that.]

I guess "fancy" is a way to call it. [He takes his hand away to activate it and show Billy the purple glow. Just in case he needed another reason why Shiro is Hawkeye approved.] I think of it as a literal tasting your own medicine.

[personal profile] padadin 2018-01-02 11:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[The glow disappears and Shiro flexes his fingers, watching them for a moment before finally answering Billy's question. A shrug.]

I never did any kind of maintenance on it, actually, except for cleaning it with a piece of cloth. I think it runs on my own body energy.

[personal profile] padadin 2018-01-06 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Spoiling me, huh? After a year of captivity, I guess it's the least they could do. [That's fine, Billy, he has the worst morbid sense of humor.]

[personal profile] padadin 2018-01-13 07:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[Well, this isn't awkward at all. Not sir.]

...the day will come for that in the future. [He also says half-kidding. Or evading. Who knows.] Meanwhile, do you know need any help around here?

[personal profile] padadin 2018-01-22 03:50 am (UTC)(link)
Moving furniture, huh. I can do that. [He has the muscles, let's give them a good use.] Tell me where you want what, I'll follow your lead.

[Who hasn't dreamed about having a big buff handsome servant that does as you say, right? Right.]