[For the first time, Cas hesitates before sharing.]
Heaven kept most angels in line through propaganda. It worked. Many angels are just made to serve, myself included.
When status quo failed, more extreme measures were used. It wasn't seen as extreme at the time, and even now. It was just what we knew. [Naomi, if she were alive, would just say that she did it for the good of Heaven. Like Zachariah, like everyone else. Like Castiel had too, once upon a time.]
Sam and his brother Dean spoke with me. Befriended me. [Though apparently Cas had disobeyed many times before, not that he can remember any of those, either.] Their willingness to explain to me concepts they found simple helped me to see that Heaven's course was wrong.
[ For a brief moment, there is a surge of jealousy. When Loki had his revelations, he was alone. His "friends" left him alone, his father was asleep and his mother was concerned about Thor, Thor who plagued Loki's mind with fear and nightmares, because Loki knew, the minute Thor came back, it was over. He was alone and he's been alone for so long that he hates it with a spitefulness that comes back to blame others for it.
He forces it down. Asgard is dead. ]
Having views from the outside does wonders to a narrow mind.
Yes. [Which is also why he can't be as hard on his siblings as Dean tends to be. Especially with people like Hannah who genuinely try even when they don't understand, because they want to understand.
Still, he doesn't miss that twitch of Loki's expression. Like he kind of wants to hit something (or someone).] Are you familiar with the concept? You seem it.
That's not true. [Buddy ur so bitter Cas could make a drink from u] Our various complexes have nothing to do with the mission at hand, however. Do you have any concerns?
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[ "Tyranny" doesn't quite fit the profile of the Atroma. ]
You are very upset about this Sam's disappearance.
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Sam showed me faith and kindness when I least deserved it. Without he and his brother, I would still be a slave to Heaven's desires.
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Heaven kept most angels in line through propaganda. It worked. Many angels are just made to serve, myself included.
When status quo failed, more extreme measures were used. It wasn't seen as extreme at the time, and even now. It was just what we knew. [Naomi, if she were alive, would just say that she did it for the good of Heaven. Like Zachariah, like everyone else. Like Castiel had too, once upon a time.]
Sam and his brother Dean spoke with me. Befriended me. [Though apparently Cas had disobeyed many times before, not that he can remember any of those, either.] Their willingness to explain to me concepts they found simple helped me to see that Heaven's course was wrong.
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He forces it down. Asgard is dead. ]
Having views from the outside does wonders to a narrow mind.
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Still, he doesn't miss that twitch of Loki's expression. Like he kind of wants to hit something (or someone).] Are you familiar with the concept? You seem it.
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I"m used to a changing world view. It's been upended enough times that the sting no longer remains.
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Not that I'm aware of.
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I shall see you then.
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