No... Not exactly, but how do you really separate those things? It's all in my head and part of who I am. I know I can't stop them from shoving things in there or suppressing things, but I don't have have to give them permission either. [But this isn't soley her permission to grant or deny. It feels almost as wrong to tell Vision he can't do it as it does for her to do it herself. Not really fair to the crew either when it could be life or death later. Maybe even because of this conversation just to make better TV. But she still hopes he won't knowing how she feels.]
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