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003 winter wonderland

Who: Sansa Stark
Broadcast: Fleet-wide
Action: down on the planet
When: 20 December - end of the month

> > > carol singing

( Sansa enjoys the systems that are cold and this one is no exception. This planet is full of ice and snow and the people are warm and kind the way she remembers the North being when she was a child. They do love music, impossibly so, and so she decides to sing a few of the songs she knows down in a cafe when some others are singing their own. It's nice to learn new things to sing and she has one of the new songs on the tip of her tongue as she goes to get a cup of warm tea, needing to stave off the chill. When she sees someone she recognizes from the Fleet, she steps back a bit and allows them to step to the counter first. )

Oh, did you want anything? Far be it from me to be in your way - how rude of me.

> > > stitching time

( Lord Akeldama's waistcoat was coming along nicely and rather than sew up in the Fleet, Sansa has chosen to do it down in a cozy corner near a fire in a bookstore down on the planet. She has a little basket of sewing things she's bought from her small supply of credits and she's hoping a few others will take her up on the offer to make things for them. She sends a message out to the Fleet indicating the same, that anyone can come and put in a commission. She sews fast and accurate; Sansa doesn't think it will take her long to turn out a few pieces and earn a bit of money. For now, though, it's Lord Akeldama's waistcoat and she's just pricked her finger. She makes a soft sound and brings the wounded finger to her lips to suck it. )

Ouch! You'd think I would be better at this.

> > > wildcard

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( Sansa gives him a smile at the awkward turn of phrase and when Bucky says he would do a favor for her if she requested it, she shakes her head. She doesn't do these things for a favor. Jim had helped her the first time she'd come to the Fleet and knew nothing and he's never wanted repayment; why would Sansa ask for the same from someone else? )

You can indulge me with your company from time to time. I think that's the only thing that will ever be required. Otherwise, I'd only talk to Jim Kirk and my husband, and that's quite a small circle for someone who used to be the lady of a castle.

( She pauses for a moment, reflecting. )

I used to be afraid of men. Men in my world only want one thing from a woman like me and I've been married twice over. It's nice to know that not all men are like that and that sometimes good acts aren't under false pretenses. That is all the payment I need from you.

[A kind soul. He's heard the turn of phrase before and never quite believed it. But here it is personified in bright eyes and a welcoming smile and what seems to be a true, genuine kindness.]

Whenever you feel lonely then, ask me. We're on the same ship; I would not mind spending some of our time there with you.

[His face falls a little at her words. It's plain enough, the implications of what she may have been through, but he doesn't have to like it. Bucky may not have regained everything of memory or self, but certain things he thinks are universal.]

I would not push myself on you like that. I promise you. There are things about me that I think would make you uncomfortable, but I would never do that to you.

I know. I barely know you, all told, but I know that. You have a good heart. It's nice to know there are people here in this world who don't want to take advantage of me. I walled myself away for a long time, trusting no one, because I had been ill used. This is much better. It's nice to have friends again.

( Sansa has missed the part of her who used to delight in the company of others, the part of her that wanted to laugh and sing and thought everything was a song. She's not nearly so naive now, of course not, but it is nice to know she doesn't have to always look over her shoulder. )

I'll do what I can to help you, too. If you need anything, you only need to ask. I can make you clothes or accompany you somewhere or just talk. Whatever is needed.

I barely know me, most days.

[He forces the thought away though, because it's easy enough to dwell and that's not something to which he wants to subject Sansa; it's not fair to her.]

But I do know what it is to be used, and I won't allow myself to do that to you. And if you fear you are being used, I'm sure I'm not the only one who would step in to prevent it.

[But here she is offering so much more, even after everything she's offered already. It really makes him wonder, that a soul who could suffer so much could remain so kind. And that someone like him could be allowed to associate with her.]

I wouldn't say no to your tailoring help, if you'd tell me what I'd need to supply you with. There are times that having my left arm visible is not advantageous. But that's only if you let me do something in return for you.

( Sansa reaches forward, touching the metal of his left arm lightly. She imagines that it does prove to be a hindrance, at times, though it appears Bucky at least has use of this hand and the metal isn't just an ornament. )

I could make you things, that's no trouble. I'll have to get your measurements, of course, but after that I could keep them and continue to make things without having to re-measure. As to what you could give me, well.

I hope I am not making a terrible assumption here, forgive me if I am - but if you know anything about defense combat, I'd like to learn. I've taken lessons from Jim, of course, but one ought to know from other sources. All knowledge is worth having.

[The metal is cool to the touch, far different from skin for all that the limb moves like his human arm. Acceptance of it is still a struggle some days, but the lack of judgment does help. She doesn't know what it means to him and maybe someday Bucky will trust her enough to share its story. But her offer to help him hide it is kindness enough.]

Whatever you need, we'll make it happen. [He can't hide the amused sound, almost a chuckle.] I don't think its measurements will change too much.

You make a kinder assumption than most. I can work with you to figure out what's suitable for how you move. It would be a far more pleasant use of my skills than I've experienced in my past.

I will warn you, I'm not very good. I'm a fine dancer but I'm terrible at fighting.

( Part of it is being unsure of herself, honestly, and that will only go away as she learns how to move. Part of it, though, is her nature as a lady. Sansa doesn't think she'll ever shake that off. )

You may regret agreeing to help.

A dancer means you have balance and reflexes both, and I have been trained in enough combat styles that I'm sure I can find a fit for you. Don't defeat yourself before you've even tried.

[Though it goes without saying that he hopes she'd never have to use anything he could teach her.]

This is probably much too forward, but I doubt I could regret spending time with you. And if nothing truly comes of it, then we'll have to turn it to dancing instead, and I'd consider it no loss.

( Sansa gives him a keen look, eyes a bit alight with the prospect of dancing. She does so love to do it but it's not in her husband's skillset, woefully, so her opportunities are limited. )

Well, I won't be upset about dancing either. I so rarely get a chance to indulge myself in it - my husband is not a dancer.

[The enthusiasm in that look surprises him, but melts soon enough into a smile. They have to leave the planet eventually, don't they? It may prove to be a good pastime for their time in space.]

If your husband won't mind, I'd be happy to partner you. We could easily make our sessions both combat and dancing, and it would give me a better idea of how you move.

I don't think he'd mind. Tyrion would want me to be able to defend myself, Bucky, of that I am certain.

( Tyrion is the only person within the Fleet to know the true extent of what has happened to her and she knows he wouldn't want it to happen again. She's certain of it. )

As to the dancing? Well, it's all in good fun.

I would hope so! And in that case we can start as early as tomorrow, if you want.

[Not that he's anticipating Sansa needing to defend herself as soon as that, though life is unpredictable. Still this might be good for both of them.]

It is in good fun. And it will be fun.

Tomorrow would be just fine. I can get your measurements for clothes afterward and we'll take care of everything all at once.

( Sansa's actually eager to learn from him. She's learned some from Jim, and wants to continue, but she doesn't think learning from more than one person will be bad. Rather, it might help her prepare for all sorts of situations. )

I'll put myself as safely in your design hands as you do in my teaching. And dancing will be a reward for both of us.

[Knowing too that they'll have to leave this system eventually, it will be nice to have an activity to occupy themselves while they fly to wherever it is the Fleet is bound next.]

You might end up dressing smarter than you intend to, Bucky. I’m quite good with a needle.

( Perhaps a lady is supposed to be modest about talent and Sansa normally is but not about how good she is at making things - she has made dresses out of practically nothing before. )

I’ll start getting some rough ideas for when we meet next?

Sounds like I might be in trouble. [It's got an edge of teasing though, because Sansa doesn't strike him as the kind of person who would make something that truly didn't suit.] If I'm honest with you, I can't really remember a time when I wasn't wearing tactical gear like this.

[He knows there was a time but the memories are still fuzzy and more unreal than concrete.]

That sounds fine to me, but don't rush yourself if inspiration doesn't come. I don't mind waiting.

Edited 2019-01-17 06:05 (UTC)

( Sansa gives him a bit of a grin, which is somewhat unlike her. They come easier here in the Fleet than back home in Westeros but, overall, she is a very serious person. )

I can assure you that I will not be making you any tactical gear. You ought to be able to dress like something other than a soldier, I think. It's only fair.

I suppose that means I should be something other than a soldier.

[It's almost contemplative. The possibility has certainly been presented to him just by matter of being here, but he's still not sure what to make of it. Or if he even can make anything of it.]

If you mean to help with that as well, I feel it's only fair to warn you that you might have your hands full.

( Sansa laughs softly; she doesn't mind a bit of a challenge and if they are to be friends, she supposes working at it won't be such a bad thing. )

Don't worry, I don't mind having my hands full. An occupied mind is one that doesn't have time to dwell on unpleasant things, after all.

Then I suppose I am giving myself over to your capable hands in more ways than one.

[As much as she is in trusting him to train her, he supposes. It will be nice, he thinks, to be able to use his skills for some good, and she does have a point about the mind staying occupied.]

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