System Mingle!!

[appletart]

Who: EVERYONE!!
Broadcast: If you want?
Action: In the current system!
When: ALL MONTH!!!

It's a system mingle! What are you up to? Exploring the surface? Living the best nightlife ever? Fighting off your own allergies? Doing your best to ignore Fred.....?


System Info Here!

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[dothelokimotion]

[ he wonders if it's worth telling thor that he never expected it. to be avenged, to be saved. honestly, it still sounds laughable to him. that loki would ever rate so highly. but it wouldn't help thor to hear that. instead he says. ]

I don't care.

[ which isn't entirely true. some small, jealous, needy part of him does. the weight of actions makes loki feel better about himself, but it's small and it gets smaller every time he sees thor like this. ]

I don't need you to earn it. I don't want — to be an unfulfilled ghost on your shoulder, Thor. I just wanted you to live.

[rebuildyourruins]

[Maybe Loki doesn't need it, but Thor does. He needs to do something, anything, to bring a sense of justice to those fallen. Loki stands at the head of a long line of them, Asgardians and friends and strangers alike.

At the same time Thor wants to grasp at it. This belief Loki has, absurd though it feels to him. He finds he doesn't have the same reserves of his own anymore to draw upon; he's been drying up for months, losing more and more of it as time went on.

A tiny shake of his head, centring, before he looks up once more.]

I did. I am. But it was at... such a cost. I didn't want it to be like this.

[dothelokimotion]

Neither did I.

[ but loki always knew that thanos would come for him. that it was inevitable. ]

[rebuildyourruins]

[In a strange, sad way that's heartening to hear. Thor knows this of course. Loki has said it before: he didn't want to die there. He wanted to live as well. Oftentimes though it can be hard to recall that, when the memory of Loki walking to his certain death still permeates his mind.

Thor musters a faint smile, on slightly steadier ground.]

What a mess.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki shrugs, taking a long swig of his drink. wherever you go, death and destruction follows. ]

One thing at a time, brother. One thing at a time.

[rebuildyourruins]

Yeah, I know.

[Easier said than done. He finishes off his glass and signals for a new one, shaking his head.]

We're here now. That is what matters.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki looks down at his drink at that. ]

Yes. Of course.

[rebuildyourruins]

[Thor watches Loki for a long moment, thoughtful.]

But...?

[It feels like there's a 'but' there.]

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki shakes his head. ]

You've summed it up, Thor.

[rebuildyourruins]

[He's dubious, but not going to push it too hard. This conversation has already had some dark detours. There's only so much picking at the threads of their lives that's sensible to do. Thor nods his thanks to the bartender as he delivers his new glass, rolling it between his hands a little.]

Now is important to me. To us.

[dothelokimotion]

[ he smiles faintly. isn't that why loki has been trying so hard, leaving no stone unturned? ]

It is to me as well.

[rebuildyourruins]

[A smile flickers over Thor's face as well, open and earnest. Now is all they have after all. They can't fully untangle themselves from the past, but the present can't be denied either.]

I'm glad to hear it, brother.

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki huffs. ]

Don't read so much into it.

[rebuildyourruins]

I'm only reading what's there. What you tell me!

[dothelokimotion]

And yet it has gone completely to your head.

[rebuildyourruins]

That's where it's going to stay, too.

[Filed neatly into fond memories. It's a section that needs some bolstering these days. He sips at his new drink again, less tense than before.]

[dothelokimotion]

[ loki merely shakes his head, but it's good. a relief. seeing thor at ease does a lot to make loki feel better. ]