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[takeabow]

Who: Nova & U
Broadcast: fleet-wide; video
Action: On First Breath
When: August 14th, early morning

[ Nova looks... tired, especially if you saw her on her first day. She's sitting up on her bed and her space looks pretty immaculate and not at all lived-in. She looks a little anxious, and rebraids the bottom of her hair before speaking, visibly uncomfortable with the camera. ]

Uh. Hey. I guess. I hope I'm not waking anyone up. I'm new so... I don't know. I can't sleep. Does anyone have any tips? Or something? It's... well, it's not exactly quiet, because things make noise. But it's... sterile? It doesn't sound right, or smell right.

I don't really want to think about it too hard. Anyway. If you could tell me what you did when you were new...

[ She trails off, awkward and tired and lets the silence go on a little long ]

It's probably just a personal problem.

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[reconstitution]

I don't know why I can't remember. There is nothing there.

[ There is, Bucky. Your noggin just needs a little push in the right direction.

They do have that in common; that weary, defeated look. Though Nova seems far too young to be put through that. ]

..Maybe there isn't anything.

[ A faint shrug. ]

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[takeabow]

There is something there. There has to be.

There was for me.

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[reconstitution]

I wouldn't mind if there were..

[ Having nothing was just..awful. There was no frame of reference for anything and it was frustrating. ]

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[takeabow]

I know the feeling but...

[ sighs ]

Be careful what you wish for?

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[reconstitution]

I suppose that is wise..

[ Still, it would be nice to have something.. Even if it were bad. ]

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[takeabow]

Yeah... but sometimes not being wise is better so... who knows. Definitely not me.

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[reconstitution]

[ He shrugs. ]

We will see.

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[takeabow]

I hope so.

In the meantime, if you figure out how to sleep, let me know.

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[reconstitution]

The same to you. I haven't figured it out yet.

[ Trying to sleep makes him restless, but rest was a necessity.. Maybe he'd just fall down eventually if he reached a tipping point.]

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[takeabow]

Maybe I'll just turn my room into a fake forest.

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[reconstitution]

...How?

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[takeabow]

I don't know. It was mostly a fantasy idea.

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[reconstitution]

..Maybe someone in the fleet can help?

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[takeabow]

With magic, you think?

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[reconstitution]

It's possible?

[ Apparently quite a few people in the fleet are magic, though Winter is still having a hard time believing any of it. ]

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[takeabow]

I've never gotten used to the idea.

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[reconstitution]

It doesn't seem real.

[ Like being in this place. Or the people...any of it, really. ]

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[takeabow]

Yeah...

Is this the first place like this you've been?

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[reconstitution]

..Yes. I don't remember being any place else.

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[takeabow]

That's probably for the best.

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[reconstitution]

It would be easier if I were familiar.

[takeabow]

Yeah? Why?

[reconstitution]

I would know what to expect..

[ Not knowing is honestly the worst. ]

[takeabow]

Yeah, I guess. You'd get to start working on it.

[reconstitution]

[ A nod. ]

We'll see how that goes.