driftfleet | First Bamf

Who: Kurt Wagner and you!
Broadcast: Fleetwide
Action: On the Huntress!
When: After the Shuffle! (Pre-Shuffle Marsiva action is also allowable!)

[It's been a whirlwind day for Kurt Wagner. He was emotionally raw from a traumatic event when he woke up in space. Kurt had arrived on the day of the shuffle and had been doing his best to try to keep a low profile. People aren't always the most acceptable of a fuzzy blue mutant who looks like a devil, after all. And he'd managed to pick up the basics, at least, between what encounters he had on the Marsiva, while managing to be lucky enough to avoid the network.

His luck ran out once he was shuffled onto the Huntress. The video feed catches an unsuspecting Kurt Wagner tinkering with his watch and being increasingly frustrated with it as he keeps prodding at it.]

Come onnn.... Why won't it work? Oh man!

[ooc: Of course, if any other new characters want, they can alternately run into him before the Shuffle, anywhere on the Marsiva. Choose your own adventure!]

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[He doesn't feel any doubt at all about the truth of Rogue's emotions. They're so real and so vivid... but even beyond that, they're all so over the place that it's frightening. She looks like she's going to snap, and Kurt winces in fear for a moment, as if forgetting the screen that separated them.

But his hands ball into three-fingered fists at his side as he finds the strength to speak.]

...Yah. It'll never be like that for me, either. I think that's the last thing we have in common.

I- [He hesitates and stammers, still reeling from everything. Six years. Six years? How much could she have changed in all of that time? But at the same time, all those years feel inconsequential next to that one consequential moment that started it all.] I thought I knew you. But nothing's going to be the same again, is it.

[Rogue was looking right at him. She was looking right at him and she saw him flinch.

...the last thing they had in common.

Did he even -- did he even hear himself? Did he even see?

Part of her knew that it was unreasonable to expect Kurt to see. He - this had just happened to him, after all. He was still reeling in pain and shock (over a woman he'd barely met, a woman who'd tried to blow up their house with their friends still inside it, a woman who had lied to her, manipulated her, used her, and had done so from the very beginning of her life... a woman who the best thing she had ever done for Kurt was to abandon him. He was furious with her over the loss of this woman, his birth mother, and remained blind to what it was that he has asked her. She'd told him, she'd warned him... She wished she was better. She wasn't better. She was her mother's daughter.) She should be understanding. She should apologize again. She should try to make it up to him, try to explain.

The rest of her was a screaming white wall of pain.

The last thing they had in common. Nothing will ever be the same again.

I thought I knew you.

Rogue drew in a ragged breath.]

I reckon that depends. [Of course things couldn't be the same, how could they be the same -- they had been better, broken and beautiful and mending with a true understanding of each other. But she couldn't tell him that, couldn't bare the thought of platitudes.] I can't make excuses for what happened. I know ya don't wanna hear it now, but I am sorry, Kurt. I'm truly sorry.

[She shut her eyes for a moment and took a breath again, a breath, almost a sob, a gasp for some hope or light or - something, please, something...

But all she had was air.]

Listen, I'm on the Vanquish. I ain't gonna - try an' press ya. But if ya ever wanna talk, or if ya need anythin'... I'll be there.

[She needed to get away from this conversation. Needed to either see him in person or -- not see him at all. If she hadn't felt the urge to escape so strongly, maybe she would have been less clumsy with her words -- after all, the last thing he remembered was her failing him when he needed her. It had been nearly six years for her - six years of having each other's back. How to go back to this? She needed to get away from this conversation.]

[Rogue being nice is now about as unsettling as her anger, in its own way. It twists at his heart, from how calmly she speaks to how she reaches out to him. It reminds him a lot of his sister.

But it can't be. He lost her; he knows it. They both know what she's done, and that it can't be undone. She shattered his mother when she was in a defenseless state, a blank slate. Any chance at making things better or finding the answers he wanted to badly were gone with her. And so were the chances of being a family.

Rogue had already give in to the one thing that he feared. No, two. She killed Mystique, and she gave in to hatred.

Uncertainty still shimmers in his eyes for a moment as he looks towards her. But then, he focuses himself once again and shakes his head.]

Y-you won't have to worry about that. Just look out for yourself. [He's not even sure if he means that spitefully or sincerely. Or maybe even both. But he's done with this. It feels like his heart is breaking anew every other moment, and he needs to get away from this.

So with that, a BAMF sounds. And a cloud of smoke is left occupying the video feed instead.]

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