one fish, two fish, red fish, (blue fish)!!

[honorbends]

Who: The passengers of the Blue Fish and visitors!
Action: The Blue Fish!
When: It's a mingle for the month of January, losers!

[ mingle for the month for the blue fish, to meet up with new crew members, hash out stuff. come get free therapy from zuko, who has 100% put up a sign on his door saying 10 credits because allen owes him money. ]

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[honorbends]

[ there's a slight slip of his fingers against the kettle, causing a slight whistle, at the blunt statement -- because that's true, it's not the same -- and he immediately wants to be snappish, but zuko holds his tongue.

instead, his tone is slightly curt, but lacks anger. ]

I never said it was easy.

[ and he ignores the cup, set on making another. the water is still hot, so. ]

[eyeforaneye]

I know.

[ Regardless of whether Zuko's referring to the game, a match, his expectations, or dealing with Sasuke in any form at all. ] If you could make me into him and just relive that instead, would that be your preference?

[ Perhaps even more blunt. ]

[honorbends]

[ you know.

zuko has had a bad week. it's been an incredibly difficult week, actually. this has been terrible, if he's perfectly honest, and while he's beyond thrilled that someone he once considered Actual Family is back, it's also devastating to know that it's not the same. and for a moment, zuko wants to be snappish, but there's no real answer here.

yes, he wants his version of sasuke back, but no, because sasuke needs to go through what he needs to in order to become the sasuke that's being a total asshole in his room right now. what's done is done, and zuko knows he needs to move on. and he's been trying, in his own way, which has been an abysmal failure.

but for sasuke to be that blunt and callous over something that is A Huge Deal when zuko has made every attempt to be delicate about sasuke's emotional baggage just pisses him off. ]

No.

[ sharply. ]

Because doing that would go against everything you told me I needed to do in order to keep going.

[ zuko has a huge amount of respect for uchiha sasuke, in any form, because sasuke was the first person who spoke to him after he defected. (in his perspective, anyway.) and immediately understood. and while his version of sasuke is so important to him, and always will be, zuko knows that sasuke would be furious if he did any of that. and he would never disrespect him in that way. ]

Shut up and drink your tea.

[eyeforaneye]

[ Sasuke has also had a particularly unpleasant last few days, starting with breaking out of Obito's hideout after his eyes had healed, finding Itachi, fighting with him and watching him leave him again, resurrecting Orochimaru, learning his family's full history, heading to the battlefield, ending the war, challenging Naruto, losing his arm, and then ending up here. When he finally actually stops to register any of it he'll no doubt be coping worse than Zuko is, and in the distant reaches of his mind he realizes how damaging that one simple question had been...

But he hears the answer that he wanted. Not because he wanted to be more important; he's not that callous or lonely (perhaps). But because Zuko is motivated.

He can't even express approval of that without sounding like he was testing him, though, or coming across as emotionally removed in a way that might just bother him more. ]

... I don't know yet what my best course of action is, with you. Until I determine it, I'll continue to speak with you. Tell me directly when I shouldn't and I won't be offended. [ Finally another sip of tea. ]