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mingle on the pathstone

Who: The Pathstone crew and anyone brave enough to come say hi
Broadcast: not this time
Action: I mean obvs
When: all month? all month!

[Contrary to popular believe, the Pathstone isn't THAT useless. Yes they can go months without an upgrade and sure they're kind of a mess at the best of times, but they still function!

Most of the time. Flying sideways in space is all about perspective anyway, and they haven't done a barrel roll in like... well probably awhile.

So welcome, new Pathstone dwellers! We're probably very sorry in advance.]

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[maybe he senses that break in her concentration--maybe he can even tell why it happened--but he ends the vision there. curling his fingers, he scoops the gem back into his palm and peels their souls apart.

she's pushed back out the door and into her own body, as he slips the pendant under the collar of his shirt again.]

Edited 2016-01-26 02:27 (UTC)

[For a moment she seems at a loss, but as Jove sits back a little and lets out a slow breath, she looks up at Tek again.]

You expect that to be the end of this, don't you?

I don't expect anything.

[which is only a simplified, skewed version of the truth. he does wait, however, sitting back patiently in his seat to see where it will go.]

[That causes her eyes to narrow at him, but not for the reason he may think.]

You must think I'm stupid if you expect me to believe that. Do you honestly think I wouldn't recognize this as a test? You chose to show me that only after I told you I wouldn't let you go.

It was a demonstration. [--voice already sharpening a little, to match her narrowing eyes.]

I wasn't about to let you make a statement like that without knowing exactly what you were speaking to.

So you were doing it for my benefit and not at all to see exactly how much I'm willing to put up with.

[The last thing Jove is in the mood for is this, some test of her loyalty when her heart is still so raw from losing so many people in such a short amount of time. She watches him for just a moment longer, but then she stands and reaches for her tea.]

I meant what I said. If you expect that to change immediately I don't know what to tell you.

[When she turns away from him, there's no coldness to it, no rejection, just the slumped shoulders of someone who just wants to clear away the dishes they've dirtied so they can go to sleep.]

[he sits there for a moment as she begins to clear the cups away, a finger rapping twice on the table as he deliberates. he fights a few conflicting things that bubble up, along with a stark lack of satisfaction. how can she turn away like that when he feels ready to chew something apart?]

That's it?

[his voice is no longer sharp, but it is expectant.]

[She doesn't turn back to him. She doesn't even answer him right away, but when she does she just sounds tired.]

You consider yourself a monster, I don't think I can change that. You've done terrible things and I can't change that either. I can't even tell you I'm sorry for all the human lives you ended, because I'm not. I don't know what you want from me, Tek.

[he drums his fingers one more time, and then just lets his hand lie still on the table, along with his gaze.

he probably should have had a reply for that, but he remains quiet, while she puts the cups away.

if he has something to say, somewhere in there, he keeps it to himself for now.]

[The silence doesn't escape her, but that's just one more thing she can't do anything about. She knows better than trying to force answers from Tek of all people, so if he wants to just sit there quietly she's not going to fight it. Once she's finished cleaning up one mess, she turns back to him and leans against the counter, hands resting lightly along the edge of it.

And she just observes him, looking at his face and the hands that have stopped their tapping, at his posture. She thinks he's just as tired as she is, that he's just as lonely.]

What do you want, Tek?

[It's possible she's asking him what he needs, too, but it's up to him whether he cares to be honest enough with her to answer either question.]

[he doesn't lift his eyes, or even blink, where he's gazing wearily through the table.

and that question is a vast, complicated one. so, it takes him some time to finally narrow down to a point that fits. and it isn't something that he would normally breathe life into with words, but the question is pressing down on him heavily enough.

maybe he's been wrung out enough lately to lose the strength to bother fighting with.]

Maybe... I just want to know why.

[It may be hard for him to ask, but it's an easy question for her to answer.]

There's not only one reason, I hope you realize that. It's because I've come to care for you in the time I've been here, and because I'm lonely and I don't want to be anymore. It's because I killed you when I had no idea what you really were and the fact that even though I've seen what you just showed me, I would never do it again.

Honestly, there's also a part of me that wants to love you even though you're trying to make me hate the things you've done. I suppose I'm just that stubborn.

[She leaves the kitchen counter now, finally, to come back to the table and to him. She'd touched his face before and she does again now, with her left hand, the one that's killing her, and she makes him look at her.]

Mostly it's because I don't think anyone has told you that you matter to them in a very long time and I refuse to let that stand.

[too many things strike him all at once. between the things that he never wants to hear pointed out in the open, and the touch on his face that he'd barely tolerated the first time, the scales that were leaning precariously in her favor before suddenly crash in the other direction.

he snatches her hand away from his face in an unkind grip, and shoots her with a snarl and critically serious glare.

some important line had definitely been crossed in there somewhere.]

You are a very foolish woman.

[It hurts, of course, but so did the burn and his grasp on her gets about the same reaction. She flinches, frowns faintly.

She stares right back at him, unconcerned with the grip he's got on her hand. If she needs to stop him she has enough magic at hand to do it easily.]

Should I have lied? Refused to answer?

It wouldn't change your stupidity.

[because, in his mind, she's just as faulted for feeling these things in the first place as she is for sharing them out loud. so, whether she'd said anything about it or not, he still thinks she's an idiot for it. and that might never change.

but he lets her go, since the reaction had been more of an automatic, defensive thing than anything he'd put thought into. he's been stabbed and picked at enough to want to deal with it anymore.]

And that's not an answer, and I still don't know what you want from me.

[She was tired before this, but his attitude, the adrenaline that rushed through her when she thought there might be an attack coming her way, it's drained her entirely. Her tongue is sharper than it would be with anyone else, but she doubts he'll even notice.]

What did you really think I would say? You aren't stupid and you think you know me so well, so you should have seen that coming a mile away.

[And she wants to know why he won't let her touch him that way when he's not been shy about wanting to sleep with her, but she isn't about to ask that now. It's a question that digs into the back of her mind, though, something she won't be forgetting.]

Do you want me to hate you? Would you prefer I demand you never speak to me again?

[he does notice her sharpening attitude, but it's much more comfortable than the affection that had pushed him over the edge. it's relieving to hear her venting frustration. not that he sounds reassured by anything at the moment, however.]

It would make more sense, at any rate.

[which, again, is not much of an answer.]

Well that's out, since you're convinced I'm an idiot. Try again.

[She doesn't cross her arms over her chest, but she might as well. That's about the level they're getting to now.]

I just don't understand why someone with sense would recognize and escape something malicious, but you blithely hang onto it.

[however, he doesn't actually want to hear more of her reasons. the first round had been more than enough, and he's already working hard to forget he'd heard them at all. he also doesn't want to be reminded of the event that had first caused his frustration, long before this conversation. so, he lifts his hand a little--more to wave the whole subject aside than to cut her off from speaking.]

--I don't want to fight, though. I honestly don't.

[Her lips press together, she sees what he's doing, but she's going to let him do it. Maybe in the morning, some other time, they can revisit this. It at least buys her more time to decide how this will play out, how she feels about his blissful murder spree, so she can't really find a reason to protest it.

So she nods, steps back to give him a little bit of room.]

Well, you did tire me out enough to sleep after all, so perhaps I should thank you.

[and with that step of extra room between them, the acceptance of a truce, he can allow himself to slump where he sits. he's starting to look just as tired as she does, now. when he tries to smile, it's barely a shift.]

Well... you know I'm good for that anytime. [--taken however she'd like to interpret it.]

[The smile tugs at her heart, as much as she's sure he'd rather it didn't and as much as she knows that under the circumstances, after what she's just seen, it really shouldn't. But it does, and she's tired, so she nods in the direction of the captain's quarters.]

After you, then.

[there's a bit of a pause as some semblance of normalcy comes blanketing down on them. the tension that had been building is leaving him, and the sinking of it strikes him rather suddenly. he can't help but take a second look at their present state, and compare it to what had just been only moments ago.

somewhere between the relief and sheer absurdity of the whole thing just... gets him.

he starts giggling.]

[Well.

That's.

Certainly a reaction. Jove's eyebrows raise, but she doesn't join him in his laughter. She does hope he'll let her in on the joke, but she's content to let him work whatever this is out of his system.

But seriously what the fuck Tek.]

[with his elbow on the table, he drops his face in to his hand and just... laughs for a minute. apparently something about this conversation is just incredibly funny to him. it starts as a little helpless giggle, and it just rolls into real, weary chuckling.

it's absurd. the whole thing is just stupid-- how it turned out, the fact that it happened at all. and now they were just going to head to bed as if it'd never happened. everything about it is ridiculous.

and once most of it is out of his system, though giggles still trail along, he finally pushes himself up to his feet.]

...Sorry.

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