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driftfleet2016-01-21 03:29 pm
experiencepoints) wrote in driftfleet2016-01-21 03:29 pm
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Who: A ~mysterious anonymous poster~ and you
Broadcast: Anonymous text
Action: In her room on the Bishop, if you really want to say hello
When:
[It's taken Nightingale a while to figure out how to make the anonymous text function work, and even longer to decide it's worthwhile to post. Still, she doesn't have anything else to do, and this has been eating at her for a while...]
I realized recently it's been over a year since I was last home.
Over a year since I've ever seen anyone from my world, even.
And that year has been kind of a mess.
Now I'm two crazy worlds removed from home, and it's not looking like I'll get to go back anytime soon.
It's just now really starting to sink in.
I'm starting to get homesick, I guess.
But I know there's a bunch of people here who have been here even longer than I have.
Or have a lot more pressing things to get back to.
So... How do you cope?
How can you deal with this for so long?
After this long, my usual distractions aren't really working so well anymore.
Broadcast: Anonymous text
Action: In her room on the Bishop, if you really want to say hello
When:
[It's taken Nightingale a while to figure out how to make the anonymous text function work, and even longer to decide it's worthwhile to post. Still, she doesn't have anything else to do, and this has been eating at her for a while...]
I realized recently it's been over a year since I was last home.
Over a year since I've ever seen anyone from my world, even.
And that year has been kind of a mess.
Now I'm two crazy worlds removed from home, and it's not looking like I'll get to go back anytime soon.
It's just now really starting to sink in.
I'm starting to get homesick, I guess.
But I know there's a bunch of people here who have been here even longer than I have.
Or have a lot more pressing things to get back to.
So... How do you cope?
How can you deal with this for so long?
After this long, my usual distractions aren't really working so well anymore.
anon text
But thanks.
It just gets hard here.
I'm constantly reminded how alien all of this is to me.
Or, I guess I'm the alien one here.
It's incomprehensible half the time.
anon text
or everyone inside them?
anon text
anon text
they're kind of predictable when you pay attention to the right things
anon text
Predicting people is not a talent I have, unless someone is really obvious.
anon text
everyone wants something
could be selfish, could be nice, doesn't matter there's something they want
that's the big equalizer
anon text
There's exceptions.
And that doesn't always help.
anon text
unless someone is ready to die
there has to be something
anon text
Exceptions.
anon text
tell me about this mythical selfless soul
anon text
Someone who's just broken inside.