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driftfleet2016-02-14 03:45 pm
arcanepower) wrote in driftfleet2016-02-14 03:45 pm
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Who: Belthazar and open!
Broadcast: Yes
Action: SS Bishop
When: Now
[video;]
[Belthazar is usually much more careful about what he broadcasts, but this time he doesn't care. He's in the grips of a tantrum the likes of which haven't been seen for a very long time. He's a blackish blur off the edge of the screen, ripping things off his walls and throwing furniture like it's going out of style. He's screaming but not out of any particular physical injury; it's that of sadness and anger and desperation.
He hurls a chair at the other wall and it sounds like a bone breaking. Probably a 7/10. Passable work.]
He's gone! Why is he gone!? BRING HIM BACK!!
[He's a mess of hair and glowing green eyes and rage. He slams his fist on the table just in case that last bit wasn't clear enough.]
Do you hear me, Atroma?! [His voice cracks mid-yell thanks elf puberty.] I will hunt you down! I'll dismantle you piece by piece! I'll wipe you from EXISTENCE! I'll-- I'll--
[His eyes well up and he cuts off the feed, presumably to hurl more things at the wall until he feels better.]
Broadcast: Yes
Action: SS Bishop
When: Now
[video;]
[Belthazar is usually much more careful about what he broadcasts, but this time he doesn't care. He's in the grips of a tantrum the likes of which haven't been seen for a very long time. He's a blackish blur off the edge of the screen, ripping things off his walls and throwing furniture like it's going out of style. He's screaming but not out of any particular physical injury; it's that of sadness and anger and desperation.
He hurls a chair at the other wall and it sounds like a bone breaking. Probably a 7/10. Passable work.]
He's gone! Why is he gone!? BRING HIM BACK!!
[He's a mess of hair and glowing green eyes and rage. He slams his fist on the table just in case that last bit wasn't clear enough.]
Do you hear me, Atroma?! [His voice cracks mid-yell thanks elf puberty.] I will hunt you down! I'll dismantle you piece by piece! I'll wipe you from EXISTENCE! I'll-- I'll--
[His eyes well up and he cuts off the feed, presumably to hurl more things at the wall until he feels better.]
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Before, I wouldn't let anyone close because they would always leave. That part hasn't changed... but I suppose I have.
[He hiccups unexpectedly. The noise embarrasses him, but there's a huggable pony right there so he just helps himself.]
I-I hate this. I'm supposed to be an adult! [No you're not.] It hurts.
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Even adults are allowed to feel sad when people they love vanish.
[The pain doesn't lessen with age, that's for sure. ]
And I'm glad if that means you've changed. It's a pretty lonely life, if you don't let anypony get close to you.
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I... I guess so.
[He's so bad at this.]
Is it worth it? Even if they inevitably leave?
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I like to think it is. I mean-
[Before he found Pinkie, his life was terrible. Even after everything, loneliness was a burden he carried with him for a long, long time. It was only in Paradisa, and then the Fleet he learned what friendship was really all about. ]
Even if they leave, you'll always remember them. It makes us better, knowing them at all.