driftfleet | Chapter 1: Goodbye, High-School Life

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Chapter 1: Goodbye, High-School Life

Who: Nagito Komaeda and anybody else
Broadcast: Fleetwide video
Action: On the Marsiva
When: 1/30

[Komaeda shows the stars before himself, arranging his bad arm one last time to make certain nothing is showing. It's a wasted effort- his hand is already tightly bundled up under multiple layers of bandage and clothing. He switches the view so he's fully visible.]

Hello, hello! What an interesting setting we're in now. I don't suppose Monokuma has given us any announcements to explain why it looks like we're in space?

[He smiles, eyebrows quirking up. It's an expression that seems to beg forgiveness, though there's a shadow of another expression, a colder one, behind his eyes. The combination of those two layered expressions reads as contempt, but is it just that?] And, goodness my, but it's quiet here. Have I been locked up again? In punishment? I promise you all, I did what I did in order to further you-

... To further hope.

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... I mean, that's what they said, of course, but that can't be all there is to the situation, don't you think?

And doesn't 'different worlds' seem a little far-fetched to you?

Not really. The stars we see in the sky are billions of light-years away, and it's only a fraction of the known universe. There's no statistical way Earth is the only world out there with intelligent life, not to mention the likelihood of things like the multiverse theory.

The kidnapping is a lot harder to wrap my head around, though. I don't know how they did it. But we're not here to be punished, I don't think. I don't even know what I would have done.

... [What a hopeful kid. Komaeda's spirits lift even without him riling himself up to it. Hope really can be found anywhere, can't it?] I suppose that's true! I can't argue with that.

It isn't the first time I've been taken somewhere odd, though I agree with you that I can't imagine how it was done or why. I suppose we'll find out in time. [Pauuuuse.] Nobody has mentioned killing each other, have they?

... Uh, no? Not that... I've seen, anyway...

[Now he looks a little nervous. Dude what is wrong with you.]

Hm... I wonder if that will come up later. [Komaeda looks off into the distance for a moment, his expression calm enough that it is COMPLETELY UNSUITABLE FOR TOPICS OF MURDER.]

Well, for the current moment, let's enjoy each other's company then!

Uhh, yeah, sure, buddy.

[Reaching a hand out to him.]

I'm Hiro. Hiro Hamada.

[He shakes hands affably enough.]

Nagito Komaeda. How long have you been here?

Just since yesterday.

[Hiro shoves both of his hands in his jacket pocket, and looks around the deck.]

It's pretty empty in here.. but those ships out there look a lot smaller. We might be pretty cramped.

Not so long, then. I haven't asked anybody else I've made contact with how long they've been here- I should probably check on that...

[Putting his good hand to his chin, Komaeda follows Hiro's gaze surreptitiously, looking at what he does.] Hmmm, I wonder about that. I've never really been in a cramped space for too long. Have you?

I kind of shared a room with my brother. It's not so bad. There's a little less privacy, but you could always keep a journal or something.

Wouldn't your brother read your journal? [Siblings, huh? He wants to ask about that past tense, but he feels like that would be a little too forward on a first meeting.]

If he did, he never got me back for it.

[That grin says everything; Hiro was never an easy brother.]

Besides, I'm sure you could hide it, or find a way to lock it. Make private broadcasts to yourself or something. Video logs.

I think keeping a journal is a pretty dangerous practice, depending on the circumstances. [He's looking at you, Nanami.] Somebody will eventually figure it out.

It's probably best to just keep it all up here, right? [He taps his temple.]

I mean, sure, if that's your thing. I think trying to keep it all in your head is a good way to forget important details.

Hmmm. I wonder. If you store your memories in a physical object, and rely on it, doesn't that just make them even easier to take away?

Of course not. You only rely on it to look back and remember how you felt when you wrote it down. Plus, it's scientifically proven that you remember things better if you write them down.

Besides, if you're gonna forget things anyway, wouldn't you rather have it written down somewhere?

[Komaeda's brow furrows at the idea of journalling for feelings rather than facts. He had been thinking of events, of happenings, of interactions and pieces of information. Keeping a journal to remember how you felt?]

[His expression smooths after a moment.] I think I'd rather just take the risk, considering. If you've forgotten in the first place, don't you think there's a reason you don't remember?

Yeah, because memory deteriorates over time, it's basic biology. Some scientists think that every time you remember something, you're actually remembering the last time you remembered it. That's why facts about the things you think you remember get warped.

Hm, so memory is like a photograph of a photograph. Interesting. But... [He wiggles a finger in a scolding fashion. It really can't be taken too seriously, since Komaeda is smiling faintly.]

You never answered my question. Do you think it's better to forget what you normally would forget, or remember- potentially for painful things as well as positive ones?

... Well, I think it's important to remember. How will you learn anything from your mistakes if you don't?

I suppose that's true. Even if it's something that's really truly terrible?

Well, if you really messed up... you shouldn't forget that. You should remember what you did, and use it to get better. Pretending it didn't happen doesn't work, and letting it get the better of you just... ruins things.

....

[....]

... You're a fairly sage young man, you know! I think you're on to something there.

[He shrugs, smiling a little sheepishly.]

Well, experience knows no age, does it? So, you think you'll try keeping a journal?

[ Ugh he just wants to ruffle his little head. Instead of doing that, Komaeda offers a stiff shrug.]

Maybe? Probably not. I'd hate to have somebody else come across it, to be honest....

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