driftfleet | Tourist, May I?

And you still do. [She leans in touching her forehead to his.] Are you going to be offended and emasculated if I tell you that I want to keep you safe forever so you can keep whatever profile you want?

If full on hiding behind Kara at home, and sewing ball gowns here didn't do it - I'm pretty sure you're safe.

[ he smiles, booping her nose. he appreciates it, he really does. that she could care so much about his little troubles, after everything she's been through, that she wants to keep him safe even though she's so tired of fighting. he doesn't want to be the thing that will drag her back in the ring, though. he wants to keep her safe too. ]

I'm generally for me being safe.

[See? Another difference from Reid. Not that she's thinking that right now.] Good. I'm for you being safe too.

Not just physically. [She knows what it's like to just be hated by people for something you can't control. She hates that he went through that too and younger and more. She spent almost all her time with other mutants once she was rescued.

And don't get her wrong or let her fool you. The second someone is in danger she is throwing herself in without hesitation to help. But there's a big difference between something like that and working to take down an opponent that you can't even get to.]

[ no one will ever beat him at emasculating himself.

she understands him in a way no one ever has before, and it's incredibly moving to him. ]

It stopped being an issue once I went away to college. Most people remember murderers by their nicknames, not their given names - I was mostly left alone til he broke out, and that was earlier this year - grown ups have their problems with you behind your back.

[ he just wants to reassure her, keep her from worrying about him - it wasn't that bad, it ended, he's alright. or at least, he tries his best to be. ]

Do a lot of people know now after what happened this year? I mean I assume Kara does. But other friends? [Is it sad or happy that she thinks he has other friends?]

Everyone knows. [ it's a bitter-sweet sort of feeling. well, he does have the world's weirdest bromance with james. and he and alex get along? ] It was all over the news, and the FBI came to talk to me at the office. Apparently they also searched my everything and questioned anyone I ever said two words to after he kidnapped me. They thought I was working with him. [ which - you know - makes him feel so swell. ]

I'm sure it's not personal. They were playing the statistics or something. [Not that she wants to be defending them when obviously this was bad for Winn.] And also they're scum. [Sorry, Reid.]

I'm sorry...all of it happened. That he put you in that position as a kid and again as an adult. [She rests her hand on his chest.] You have such a big heart. I can't even tell you what you deserve instead because I'm pretty sure I've never seen a good enough example of anything to say, but it's something pretty great.

[ calling them scum makes him laugh a little. it's just so sweet. ]

Mmhm. I'm not sure who's crazier, them or my dad.

[ he hugs her, running his fingers through her hair. ]

So something like you? [ no, she's way more than he deserves. he has kitty for a girlfriend, kara for a best friend, cisco, kate, jim, hank, and margaery for friends...he's never had so much in his life, he's not sure what to do with it. he hasn't felt this secure, this loved, this wanted since before his family fell apart. if they defeat the atroma - no matter what happens, no matter where they go - it's going to be so hard for him to say goodbye. ]

Like me? Like the girlfriend that asks you about your head trauma when you're thinking about getting frisky or who starts comparing you to her ex? I think we could do better than me. [Clearly teasing but also, of course she believes he can do better. She wouldn't go so far as to say he should or that she isn't a good girlfriend most of the time but too good for him? That wouldn't even cross her mind. And definitely nothing like a reward.]

Like a girlfriend who cares enough to ask, when she's got too much on her plate as is and who's honest with me, even when it's hard. There is no better than you, Kitty. Not for me.

[ she understands him, without him having to explain. she makes him talk, share, when he would otherwise retreat into himself, she loves him for who he is - fuck ups and all. she loves him enough to take this huge chance on him, after already being hurt, even though he's probably not worth it. she makes him a better man - and isn't that what everyone says true love is all about?

he leans in for a sweet lingering kiss. ]

I love you. I don't deserve you, but I'm keeping you anyway.

[She kisses him back. She doesn't know if you can push emotions into kisses, but if you can then she is with all her might. She'll be pouring her love and commitment to him right in there with the press of lips.]

Hey, [she rests her hand over his heart] those are my lines. [She looks into his eyes. Hers are full of emotion and shiny from being close to the happy sort of tears.]

[ it definitely feels like she can to him; the kiss leaves him breathless, his heart racing in his chest, and that knot in his gut finally starts unraveling. ]

No, they're mine. Bought, paid for, patented, copyrighted.

[ he has no idea what to do with himself when she looks at him like that - he just knows he wants to do something that'll keep those looks coming. ]

Edited 2016-05-16 23:01 (UTC)

[So many feelings! SO MANY! And somehow it all feels good right now even if there was fear earlier that she'd pushed him away. It feels like they can get through things together and they love each other and even if they are both flawed they still love each other and want to be together. That means so much.]

Then you'll have to sue me for infringement because I love you, Winn Schott. [Kissing him again with such tenderness.]

[ it's one of his favorite things about them - they talk. when things are uncomfortable or painful, when all he wants to do is run and hide - hide behind a quip, or a joke, or silence - she calls him out on it, she doesn't let him get away with it. and she's open about everything she's been through, everything she's feeling. they work through their flaws together. it gives him hope that maybe - just maybe - they can do this, they can make this work. ]

Dunno any lawyers here.

[ he whispers against he lips, before sinking himself completely into the kiss. he will never tire of hearing her say that, he's sure of it. he's not going to argue with her - her loving him is a miracle he wants to grab with both hands and cling to like his life depends on it. ]

[If possible, she needs his love just as much. You don't realize how much you need that unconditional love from family until they're gone. She's looked in some bad or just unfortunate places for it since their loss and maybe he has or will too with Siobhan. Now she has Kurt here as her family and Winn as her...beloved. And already so many friends becoming better friends.]

No cease and desist for me then. [She says it breathlessly after the kiss before heading right back in for another. They might end up "celebrating" after all.]

[ in a way, being kidnapped into space is the best thing that ever happened to him. every day he wonders more and more if it's because of the close quarters - because he has to interact with a wider variety of people here - or if it's simply because he doesn't belong at home, and never has. ]

Never.

[ like he said - he doesn't deserve her but he's keeping her anyway.

they always "celebrate", it's their "celebrating" phase. ]

[She never for a moment doubted that she belonged at home. There were low points even knowing about her death that she still wanted to return there if only to die in the place she felt like she fit into. Being pulled into the prison and then again into the fleet was hard for her both times and both times she's been adapting. She has further to go here. She needs direction. But for right now she has a warm, caring man to hold her and love her.

It's a really, really good phase and she knows her phases!]

[ a problem that has yet to occur to him - how will he readjust to life in national city when barely three months away from it have already changed him so much? if he reverts back to the man he was there, would kitty still love him? will he belong more or less as a changed man?

reasons problems don't occur to him at the moment - there is a gorgeous woman to kiss. ]

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