driftfleet | (no subject)

It's definitely worth it.

Thanks. I know he's capable than more than he thinks he is. I think you are, too. You've managed some pretty valuable relationships for someone who's not really a people person.

Well - of course he is, he's incredibly intelligent and talented. I hope he knows that. [he blinks at her, then glances away, just a little awkwardly] I try. I'm not - good at people sometimes, but I don't like being alone, either. Not anymore.

Just don't focus on failures more than successes, okay? Because I certainly haven't adopted two little sisters.

[ easier said than done. but her earlier talk with winn reminded her of what she can do while she's here ]

[he can't help but look just a touch guilty. He knows he does a lot of that]

I'll try not to.

[ she's going to reach across the table and try to take his hand and get him to look at her ]

And for the record? Our friendship is a success.

[he blinks down at their hands, then up at Kara, surprised before he softens a little]

I'm glad it is. It's - a pretty important success to me.

[ she squeezes his hand briefly before letting it go and sitting back ]

I've been kind of childish about some things, here. It didn't really hit me until I started realizing that a few of my friends didn't trust me to keep them safe in case something serious happened. That's not how I want to be.

[he thinks her reactions were completely warranted, but - then again, he was harder on himself than anyone else]

I might be a little biased, but I don't think you're like that. [Kara was an incredibly good person to Hank, and one he felt would do what she had to in order to keep people safe] But I know what you mean. I've been . . . bad about some things here, too. [he gives her a brief, wry smile] As you already know.

I think we're really alike in some ways. Sometimes it's hard to feel like anyone takes me seriously. I'm relatively young, I come off as clumsy, or a ditz. Which, yes, can happen, but is also part of my cover, you know? I like to see the best in people. When was it decided that that would be a weakness? I find only strength in caring. It makes me better at what I do.

It shouldn't be considered a weakness, and I honestly don't know why it's become one - so what if you come off that way? It's what's behind that which really matters. Anyone who talks to you for more than five minutes will know that you're a very caring person, Kara. And you genuinely mean well.

[and a bit wryly] I've been having a similar problem lately, too. But I only look young - and it's been working against me, here.

Unfortunately, "meaning well" doesn't always impart a sense of competence.

You do look really young. But how has it been working against you?

Unfortunately not. But like I said - five minutes with you and they should realize that you're a lot more than just what they see at first. If they don't? Then it's their loss.

[a huff] I'm starting to wish I didn't. It's mostly just - people don't believe me when I tell them I'm in my thirties. Someone actually asked Erik if I was telling the truth.

[ she pulls a face on his behalf ]

You'd think people would understand that stranger things have happened by now.

To be entirely fair to the other person, he knows us in his world and the version of me he knows plays poker with him. That's how it came up.

But at this point I'm wondering why it's even a concern. People look younger than they are all the time.

Perhaps the fact that they know you in another form influences it. But that's obnoxious. Maybe they think they're being funny?

Well, he called all of us babyfaces, so - it's really up for debate.

Who was it, anyway. Someone new from your world show up? Or. A parallel world.

Ben Grimm? He's from a parallel world, I think. He mentioned the Avengers and the group he's part of, neither of which exist in my world.

I haven't talked to him yet. I wonder if Kate knows him? Or Vision, maybe.

Kate might? Some of these parallel worlds have all the groups I've heard of, and then there's ones like mine where it's just the one.

That's infinite Earths, for you. Just the tiniest thing can change everything.

I try not to think about it too hard. I mean, some things line up, but for the most part it's been pretty different.

I agree. Sometimes you just meet people who have the same name.

Mm. Otherwise you get into expectations and that's - messy.