mk.08 (text)

[paraclete]

Who: Kaworu Nagisa ... + you!
Broadcast: fleetwide, text
Action: not currently, could change
When: early evening, today.

I haven't taken the time to endure the exploits many of you have been. It doesn't suit me, I think. I'm being productive in other ways, although I'm not sure I can share the fruits of my labor. But bearing something is fulfillment, right? If you have given life to your work, it feels good, even if that life is mild and quiet. Sometimes, perhaps, even moreso then. Well, not everybody wants to be in history books.

Hey, what's some soap you really like? I've gotten myself blotted with ink, which is why I'm pausing to sit back and talk. I didn't want to mark my papers. Then again, it's dry by now, so maybe I can just leave it.

One more question. Does anyone want to make a small trade?

Comments

[paraclete]

I read the legend when I was younger. Made me wonder a lot.

Favorites from youth are a good thing to keep for yourself, too. The heart wants to remember well and fondly, I'm sure.

[mucked]

But in the end I think I'd rather no ink at all. I don't often see the use in it -- apart from sentimentality.

[ and although she can be sentimental, certainly, she's not in the business of wearing it on her skin so literally. ]

[paraclete]

I know some for whom sentimentality is the greatest motivation. But I know others for whom it is a disquieting crush.

A spectrum, right?

[mucked]

It takes all sorts.

[ allsorts. bollocks, now she wants a sweetie. ]

[paraclete]

That's very kind of you to say.

[The proverbs he heard growing up were less like that and a lot fuller of doom-and-gloom.]

[mucked]

That's twice, now, you've accused me of kindness. I must be losing my touch.

[paraclete]

Your touch so far has been a gracious gift, and I would commend you for it, not belittle. Then again, I personally think that kindness can be beneficial to the self. But I know it's more harrowing than that to some.

[mucked]

It doesn't harrow me but -- I'd venture to guess you'd hear a very different report if you went so far as to ask my crew whether their captain was kind.

[ but she isn't cruel, either. she walks a line in the middle, dipping to either side as needed. ]

[paraclete]

But you are who you are to me. To anyone else, you might be vastly different. The person you are to me, though, is the person I specifically have met and taken into my thoughts. My experience with you is tailored to me.

It's not bad to behave in different ways toward different people, either. It just happens that the circumstances between you and I have thus far facilitated kindness.

Nice, right? :)

[mucked]

Nice.

I suppose it's a comfort to know you're an equal partner in the phenomenon. And I'm not the only one to blame for it.

[ humour, surely. ]

[paraclete]

I have been blamed for phenomena less fun than this one. If this is my transgression for the day, I'd like to go ahead and stick with it.

[Humor. Yes.]

[mucked]

Oh? And what else have you been blamed for?

[paraclete]

A little and more than a little. Once, bicycle theft.

[mucked]

And you were innocent of it, of course?

[paraclete]

I didn't consider it theft. The bicycles were for "employees only". Technically I was an employee.

[mucked]

Technically?

[paraclete]

On loan from elsewhere, I guess, but still in their employment. I don't know, it's all right if it really was theft. I had fun.

[mucked]

Sometimes that's what matters most.

[paraclete]

Yeah. I think so too.

Then, what are your fun things? Remember I'm coming from a place of theft on a technicality, so there's nothing too outrageous.

[mucked]

All sorts. I like puzzles. A bit of hiking, if the planet allows it. And I'm quite partial to the firing range on the Iskaulit.

[paraclete]

Puzzles! I knew you were formidable.

[mucked]

Cryptic crosswords and ciphers especially. I post a few of the latter to the network every now and again.

[paraclete]

I've seen. It perplexed me. But it takes a very long time for me to think about those things.

[mucked]

Fair enough. And I'll admit they can be a bit tricky for anyone who isn't a fluent Anglophone.

[ not that she knows for certain what he can and cannot speak -- but she does know not to take chances and make assumptions. ]

[paraclete]

Oh, I can work my way around a language. But I wouldn't say I do well with intrigue.

It's an enviable skill.