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[outstandingbalance]

Who: Natasha Romanoff + you?
Broadcast: Fleetwide, text
Action: upon request
When: now

[If Natasha thought she escaped the rumors, she's going to be disabused of the notion. The notes start appearing here and there—short and anonymous. Things like:]

Natasha has a cat named Boris.

Natasha Romanoff once killed a man in Vegas just to watch him die.

Romanoff has been lying about about her age.

[And—]

Nataasha is a lingerie model.

[That last one, it seems, comes with some evidence. Sponsor drop? Either way, a few files seem to have been uploaded to support the case.

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She shouldn't be surprised those came back to haunt her, should she? The real question is if anyone will dare to comment on them.]

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[mucked]

I hope he's right.

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[outstandingbalance]

Time will tell for sure on that one. Don't think some of us are going to ever be quite as trusting again, though.

[She's thinking of Steve, but she could mean herself as well. It's a strange place when you can't trust your own judgment and you can't trust institutions for guidance. Natasha's still navigating where she falls in that world.]

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[mucked]

Just as well, really.

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[outstandingbalance]

Is it? You saying you wouldn't be a part of SHIELD if you had it to do again?

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[mucked]

[ heavens, no. ]

I'm saying all worthwhile lessons in being too trusting come with an appropriately steep cost. Otherwise, I doubt anyone would ever learn.

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[outstandingbalance]

I don't think anyone's ever called me too trusting before.

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[mucked]

Perhaps they never had the guts. [ ... ] We all end up with a blind spot from time to time. Even if it's only a sparse few.

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[outstandingbalance]

Harsh.

[Especially when it wasn't a lack of suspicion Natasha would call the problem, but a lack of perception.]

You're not wrong about blind spots, though.

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[mucked]

Of course I'm not. [ ... ] But only because I've had a fair share of my own.

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[outstandingbalance]

Of course.

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[mucked]

Including an entire agency. Or so I've got to assume --
otherwise I don't see how SHIELD gets started in the first place. The SSR must get disbanded for one reason or another.

[ and she's starting to suspect why. ]

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[outstandingbalance]

Things change. The world was evolving fast after the war, and agencies had to change too, to keep up.

[Whatever Natasha knows, she keep the details to herself.]