text - anonymous

[moseyin]

D o any of you ever wonder if your world would be better off without you
?

not like
dying or something back home, but. If you just never went back

Comments

[deviances]

from the sound of it yeah it's gonna happen regardless

and yeah sure it's uncommon but someone's gotta run in
i plan on doing it
but i know i can make shit worse too and that's what starts the thinking

[moseyin]

I hear you. Shit can always get worse

When you know how bad that worse can get then sometimes its hard to justify taking the risk

[deviances]

yeah.. exactly

how do you justify the risk? just curious, i get it if you don't wanna answer

[moseyin]

Sometimes I dont even think about it that much. Yknow like sometimes its so easy to just do something, because its right or because you have to

And then sometimes its like this where Im overthinking crap for hours and hours

[deviances]

yeah i feel you

and like sometimes overthinking can be one way to get your head back on straight i think

[moseyin]

Seriously? always screws me up something fierce

[deviances]

yeah sure while it's happening and however long that takes but you just said it's not always.. that sometimes you don't think about it that much

i mean yeah overthinking it sucks, no argument here. but once you're through it do you ever feel even a little bit like you've found some resolve?

[moseyin]

Yeah I guess so sometimes

Shut up dont poke holes in my self loathing

[deviances]

haha you're welcome??

seriously though you're not alone in thinking shit like that and wondering about what if
hope the overthinking passes

[moseyin]

It will eventually it usually does

Problem doesnt go away but at least the insomnia does, right