That's a polite way of looking at what amounts to kidnapping.
[There is a hint of a smile at the corners of Bucky's lips though; they are kidnapped, technically, but there's no sense in dwelling morosely on the negatives of it. At least, not unless it leads to constructive conversation.]
[ definitely not. alucard's reply comes out in his soft, delicate cadence. ]
It is that this place enforces us to be here, unable to fulfill our goals or continue to grow in our own worlds. So I wondered if there is anything here I could carry with me.
I wouldn't think that not being in your home would change that, not if you don't want it to. Of course none of us can pursue anything that's tied to a specific location, or to a person or thing that's not here, but that doesn't make stagnation the only other option.
In the short time I've been here, I've already learned there are aliens and androids. There are worlds apart from my own. There's more technology, different technology, places with no technology at all. Even time apparently isn't as straightforward as I'd believed.
I should think any one of those things would count as something, and that's hardly scratching the surface.
[ that's fair. but alucard does not think that has changed him. it's nice to know the world is big. he's pensive, long hair falling over his shoulders. ]
I will not discount it. But does it change us, to know the world is vast? Does it change the way we approach people? Does it impact on our truths?
Are you changed in any way after coming here? That is what I'm looking for. A form of growth.
Absolutely. Finding out that the world is a hell of a lot bigger than it was even a few weeks ago? I would think that would make anyone reevaluate his idea of his place in it.
What to do with that knowledge? It's up to each of us to decide that, I think.
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[There is a hint of a smile at the corners of Bucky's lips though; they are kidnapped, technically, but there's no sense in dwelling morosely on the negatives of it. At least, not unless it leads to constructive conversation.]
What kind of change were you hoping for?
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I'm not sure. Something that allows me to grow instead of stagnation.
[ he recognizes that he's a bit . . . stiff. alucard has a backbone of steel and he doesn't bend very easily. ]
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Is this place so similar to your previous existence that stagnation is a concern?
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[ definitely not. alucard's reply comes out in his soft, delicate cadence. ]
It is that this place enforces us to be here, unable to fulfill our goals or continue to grow in our own worlds. So I wondered if there is anything here I could carry with me.
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I wouldn't think that not being in your home would change that, not if you don't want it to. Of course none of us can pursue anything that's tied to a specific location, or to a person or thing that's not here, but that doesn't make stagnation the only other option.
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[ but he's not convinced. alucard isn't sure he could move on until his father's been defeated.
even if he doesn't know what he'll do with himself afterwards. ]
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[A question that might not be so easily answered, of course.]
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There must be something.
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I should think any one of those things would count as something, and that's hardly scratching the surface.
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I will not discount it. But does it change us, to know the world is vast? Does it change the way we approach people? Does it impact on our truths?
Are you changed in any way after coming here? That is what I'm looking for. A form of growth.
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What to do with that knowledge? It's up to each of us to decide that, I think.
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I have one last mission. After that, I do not know what will happen to me.