driftfleet | mingle part deux

[ That quiets him again, a simple statement but still with a decent amount of weight. People's motivations don't vary much, it's just their reactions. His own have been particularly extreme even for his own world, but if there are similar threads amongst people or nations that have gone through similar things, he wants to find them.

It just... involves quelling his temper and myriad issues long enough to have a conversation with someone. ]

Do you feel understood by many people?

Not many, but a few.

[ every member of team avatar has suffered amazing loss. aang has lost his entire people. katara and sokka lost their mother. toph was isolated from the outside world. all of them suffered some tragedy in some way, that shaped their future and destiny. none of them understand exactly what zuko goes through, but all of them understand loss. that was enough. ]

That's all I need.

... I'd think just one would be enough.

[ Naruto, really. Naruto's been the one steady constant throughout his entire life, needing him more than he ever realized he needed anyone. His best friend, his actual soulmate, and oh he would just feel so much better right now if he could punch him in his stupid fucking face-- ]

Just one is enough; I got lucky.

[ team avatar is a package deal. apparently. once aang decides you are worth saving, the others tend to decide that too. zuko went from no one in the world to a sudden group of people overnight, it seems.

zuko can guess, though, who that one person is that sasuke wants. and while sasuke finds naruto incredibly aggravating and he kind of wants to remove his tongue a lot, he can respect that he means a lot to sasuke. and, distantly, zuko realizes that he, personally, has been missing aang for the past two weeks.

aang makes everything make sense. aang would know what to do about all of this, and fix it, simply and soundly.

but. aang is not here. neither is naruto. so. ]

I'm not going to pretend that I understand everything you went through. [ even if zuko feels that he kind of does, saying it won't help any. ] But you're welcome here whenever you want to be here.

[ Honestly... just the fact that Zuko doesn't immediately claim that he irrefutably does understand everything is a blessing, because whether he does or doesn't, people making the assumption has always been a trigger for his anger. Naruto had tried it for a while and met with horrible results before finally telling Sasuke that he thought what he was doing was instead understandable, a subtle shift in wording that hadn't carried the same implication.

Maybe being so possessive over his own pain is something he should work on... first...

Also can Aang and Naruto just not show up at the same time, thank you. ]

...

Do I really have to deal with asking someone to open the door for me every time?

No exceptions.

{ sorry, bro. ]

It's Sokka's ship, and I've caused him enough trouble.

[ plus zuko needs to talk to him about whatever the hell happens in his future, and he doesn't want to cause another fight ]

[ Sasuke glances towards the hallway then, out where he knows Ino and Allen had been earlier. ]

... I don't like it. [ It feels like an invasion of his privacy to have to potentially share with more than one person when he's planning to visit.

It's an invasion of his privacy to not be able to freely invade people's privacy. Yeah. ]

But I won't ask for the code.

Well, when my sister leaves, we can remove it.

[ guess who has zero sympathy for your locked door phobia you piece of shit

still, it's good that he won't ask for the code, because zuko doesn't have the energy to fight with sasuke over the stupid thing. ]

You can just text me. I don't care.

[ He's currently calculating the odds in his head on guessing the code. ]

Bullshit. [ WITH NO OUNCE OF SHAME ]

[ THE WORLD'S LONGEST SIGH ]

Then try to break down the door, but it won't work. Texting is a lot easier.

[ Well honestly he still thinks that using chidori on the lock mechanism itself is a good idea, but-- ]

I'll text you, you'll be preoccupied and annoyed, and it'll potentially lead to a disagreement. Members of your crew will overhear, then Allen will appear to say 'oh, you're here again?' in the way he does.

[ And he actually mimics Allen's exact voice when he says the question, too, unnervingly. ]

[ the exact mimicking gets a stare from zuko.

a long, drawn out stare.

and then sasuke gets a roll chucked at his head from zuko's plate because -- ]

Don't do that.

And you're being dramatic. We have to let everyone in, and we all agreed to it. No one will be annoyed to let you in.

[ pause ]

Allen might be, but don't text him.

[ Have you ever heard the sad little 'poot' sound of perfectly good bread hitting a steel floor after it's been batted out of the air because you have now, you fuckin' murderer. ]

I've only texted him once. [ ... okay he didn't even mean to reveal that much information, but whatever. ]

It's not happening again. And it's not dramatic to not want to deal with anyone else on this ship, in passing or otherwise.

[ . . . ]

You could have caught that.

[ you're the murderer here, asshole. ]

And there's not really much other choice than dealing with at least one person on the ship in order to be let in. You don't even have to talk to them.

I didn't want it and it was forfeit the moment you decided to throw it at me.

Talking with people isn't my concern either way. [ How have you not put it together yet that I'm trying to avoid anyone knowing I'm even here. ]

[ oh my god he's put it together but you literally cannot avoid this sasuke WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM HIM ]

You can either text me to get into the ship or you can sit outside.

[ pause ]

It's not like anyone talks to you while you're here anyway, and I don't advertise that you're here.

[ people know anyway but whatever ]

[ He's a ninja whose sneaking abilities are being infringed upon; he feels castrated.

... maybe he could leave a clone to hide in the vents... ]

I understand the distinct lack of options; you don't need to outline them again. I'll make the decision when I have to.

[ the solution is LITERALLY A TEXT MESSAGE sasuke who didn't fucking hug you as a child ]

[ but zuko sighs and gets up again, collecting up his communicator. ]

I need to find Katara, and figure out when I have to meet with Azula.

[ though the prospect of katara scolding him over the fight is honestly more daunting than hanging out with his sister ]

[ Is that an actual question because the Uchiha are not huggers. ]

... you're actually meeting with her this soon?

It's only a matter of time before she finds me. I'd rather just go and get it over with.

[ azula won't harm him right off the bat. zuko is pretty sure she just wants to interrogate him about team avatar and try to obtain as much information as possible. like it or not, zuko is her one flexible link to home. ]

Well, not with the fucking lock on the door... [ under his breath

Honestly, Sasuke's conversation with Azula probably didn't make her feel less competitive towards Zuko, but he's not about to talk about that right now. ]

Always carry a few throwing knives just in case. [ Is this a joke, or... ]

I'm not staying inside the ship for the entire time that she's here, I need sunlight. The minute we dock, I'm off of this thing.

[ pointedly. ]

And she's not going to kill me in front of an audience, that would just make her look bad.

[ ... he says that like it's literally the only thing stopping her, which. is probably true. ]

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