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driftfleet2016-03-20 11:18 am
reconstitution) wrote in driftfleet2016-03-20 11:18 am
003 ;;
Who: Winter & You
Broadcast: Fleetwide
Action: The Iskaulit
When: 3/20
[ Text ]
How does everyone deal with loss? How much of an impact is it meant to have?
Similar. Unrelated. Is anyone familiar with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder? I would like to know more.
[ Action >> Iskaulit ]
[ If you happen to be on the Iskaulit at any time in the wee hours of the morning, between two and six, you may run into Winter utilizing the gym. There aren't really posted hours, and that's usually when no one else is around.
The poor sandbags that he helped Jim hang all those months ago are getting a beating. Winter's focus is zeroed in on the same worn spot, but apparently something gives. Winter reels his left arm back, a high metallic whine the only warning before he lands a blow. It's enough force that not only does it knock the sandbag from its hook, but it goes flying across the room like it's nothing.
Emotional? Who's emotional? Nobody here. Mind your business! ]
[ Action >> Heron ]
[ Winter may have been restless before, but without Jim, this is something new entirely. Crew have been coming and going regularly over the past few months, but this is different. The Atroma decided that he should be captain? Over someone who would probably be more capable at it. He sees what you did there. You just couldn't pass up the chance to not have to change names in the roster, huh?
He's trying to wrap his head around it. Sure, he led teams on missions as the Winter Soldier, but that was different. He wasn't really calling the shots. Being Captain is new and scary and leaves room for so much to go wrong.
If anyone wants to bother him, or happens to be visiting, he is more than likely roaming the halls trying to burn off the nervous energy. He's comfortable with the ship, but now he wants to know it inside and out.As if he hadn't already done that. Honestly, he is distraught without Jim and doesn't know how to handle it. It's not as if he can talk to Natasha about it, either. Or Steve.
The message is more than clear- don't get attached. ]
Broadcast: Fleetwide
Action: The Iskaulit
When: 3/20
[ Text ]
How does everyone deal with loss? How much of an impact is it meant to have?
Similar. Unrelated. Is anyone familiar with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder? I would like to know more.
[ Action >> Iskaulit ]
[ If you happen to be on the Iskaulit at any time in the wee hours of the morning, between two and six, you may run into Winter utilizing the gym. There aren't really posted hours, and that's usually when no one else is around.
The poor sandbags that he helped Jim hang all those months ago are getting a beating. Winter's focus is zeroed in on the same worn spot, but apparently something gives. Winter reels his left arm back, a high metallic whine the only warning before he lands a blow. It's enough force that not only does it knock the sandbag from its hook, but it goes flying across the room like it's nothing.
Emotional? Who's emotional? Nobody here. Mind your business! ]
[ Action >> Heron ]
[ Winter may have been restless before, but without Jim, this is something new entirely. Crew have been coming and going regularly over the past few months, but this is different. The Atroma decided that he should be captain? Over someone who would probably be more capable at it. He sees what you did there. You just couldn't pass up the chance to not have to change names in the roster, huh?
He's trying to wrap his head around it. Sure, he led teams on missions as the Winter Soldier, but that was different. He wasn't really calling the shots. Being Captain is new and scary and leaves room for so much to go wrong.
If anyone wants to bother him, or happens to be visiting, he is more than likely roaming the halls trying to burn off the nervous energy. He's comfortable with the ship, but now he wants to know it inside and out.
The message is more than clear- don't get attached. ]
action » heron
[ He says it with more venom than he means to. Zola is one of the very few people he has a healthy fear of. Years spent being tortured aren't easily forgotten. That squat, wormy face is one of the most common variables in his nightmares.
One Peggy never got to see while cognizant of his mind. Winter grips the glass a little tighter. ]
action » heron
not that steve needed her saving in the end. peggy swallows hard, and then swallows a mouthful of ersatz whiskey. ]
« I'm sorry. »
[ for bringing it up? or for letting it happen? who knows. ]
action » heron
It happened, it was shitty. He'd rather not discuss it yet. It's not something he'd been prepared to talk to Jim about, so he's even less inclined to share with Peggy.
He waves off her apology with a hand. ]
« Stop apologizing. It doesn't make things any better. »
Re: action » heron
« No, I suppose it doesn't. Words are only words, after all. »
action » heron
[ He really doesn't want to talk about it. Even of what he does remember. It sits at the back of his mind like some sort of virulent miasma. Winter takes back the bottle, pouring himself another shot and nurses it instead of his usual method. Maybe the burn can will away the tension. ]
action » heron
not in the longest term, at least. ]
action » heron
[ There is visible relief in the notion that she's dropped the subject. For now, anyway..
She's just as stubborn as Steve and Jim were. If there's any place they should be safe from Hydra's doings, it's here. Although, things have an unfortunate way of showing up on the planets. ]
action » heron