Chapter Six [Text]

[thebestseller]

Who: Richard Castle and you
Broadcast: Fleetwide
Action: Windrose if you really want?
When: RIGHT NOW

It was my birthday on the first of the month, and normally I'd have celebrated it, but having my first birthday here and this planet having deadly air have made me want to come clean about something.

I think I might be dead back home.

I don't know for certain, and I never will know unless someone from back home shows up AND they're from further down my timeline. Which is looking less and less likely the longer I'm here.

I'm not asking anyone else to share if they're in the same boat if they don't want to, but I'm still figuring out how to process it, and like I said, it's been hitting me hard lately. So I had to get it out somewhere.

Comments

[thebestseller]

Mmhmm. And that would mean a lot... to both of us. Because then I'd know, and they'd at least know that I'm still alive SOMEWHERE in this crazy universe.

[He nodded.]

I should start petitioning Atroma to give me more memories. Maybe they'll listen if I make impassioned pleas to the audience and tug on their heartstrings a little bit, eh?

[preformthisneigh]

And that's always a comfort, right?

I'm pretty sure playing nice gets you to exactly Dead End, Nowheresville. But hey, I guess it's worth a shot. Maybe this one time they'll actually be merciful.

[thebestseller]

Yeah... I feel like I have to do SOMETHING. When there's a mystery around, well, I need to investigate it. Especially when it involves my future.

[preformthisneigh]

Well, yeah. If you were a pony, your cutie mark would probably be a magnifying glass or something. Investigating mysteries is what you do. It's not fair the biggest one you got right now is your own future.

[thebestseller]

Oooh, I like that idea. I could wear a pony-sized hat, too. ... But yeah. It's really not fair, is it? I know I'm probably going to get nowhere before I try, but that's not gonna stop me from trying.

[preformthisneigh]

You would absolutely wear the hay out of a pony-sized hat.

That's the spirit! Never say die!