robitussin: (if they love each other)
natalie "awkwardly cares" goodman ([personal profile] robitussin) wrote in [community profile] driftfleet2016-05-25 10:19 pm

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Who: natalie goodman
Broadcast: yes!
Action: on the pathstone, if you want to know why she's up at a ridiculous hour of the night
When: 5/25 during an aforementioned ridiculous hour

we're still stuck on this poison shithole and everyone hates it so let's talk about something that doesn't 100% suck for once okay?

what's the first thing you're going to do when you make it home and out of the void of space
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
... Honestly? I'm... not really sure.

I guess that depends a lot on whether we're successful or not.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Pretty much!

I guess if we're successful... there are a lot of things I'd like to do. I don't know if all of them are realistic. Or doable. But I feel like the most important thing is to do my part in helping to put the Republic back to rights after the war is over. I'm not naive enough to think that just ending the war means everything will magically be okay again overnight. There's so much corruption in the Senate and in the Order... and there are so many planets out there whose governments or economies are in a shambles from all the chaos. Not to mention all the civilian refugees who no longer have homes. There's a lot of work to be done.

... Anakin is going to have kids soon, too. Twins. I told you about him, right? I don't know how soon, but-- within a year. If he and Padmé will let me... I'd like to be there to help them, too.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I've had just about all the "chill" I can stand. I don't think I've ever been stuck in one spot so long since I was twelve. It's driving me crazy.

I want to be out there, in the field. Helping people. Making the world a better place. How can I possibly sit still when I know there are people out there who need help?
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... compared to being in a war, it's still pretty chill.

I don't know if I would say "guilty" is the right word. More like "restless"?
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Guess it's that pesky Jedi upbringing.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:43 pm (UTC)(link)
["That might be a little bit difficult" is the first thing that comes to Ahsoka's mind. But it isn't cool to be a downer, so--]

... Sure. I'll try.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not really great at sitting still. And stuff at home is a little bit ... complicated.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:55 pm (UTC)(link)
That's not even the tip of the iceberg...
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-26 04:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Iiiiit's not really a popcorn-worthy story.

But the short version is that I left the Jedi Order after my farce of a trial.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-27 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
Pretty much.

It should never have happened in the first place.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-27 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Uh. Professional teenager?

Honestly, I don't know. I'm still working that part out.
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[personal profile] resnipstance 2016-05-27 03:46 am (UTC)(link)
I'm sure I'll work something out. The Force isn't done with me yet.

[And it's taken her a long time to accept that.]

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