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[fuga]

Who: Lauralae & you
Broadcast: Fleetwide
Action: Starstruck
When: Now

do you ever question why they brought you here?

what have you learned, since?

has it been worthwhile?

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[fuga]

perhaps not.
hope is easy for some.

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[bythewaves]

I sometimes wonder if that is true, or if they only think that it is.

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[fuga]

you think the mind tricks you?

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[bythewaves]

You might say so. Or perhaps we wish to believe it.

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[fuga]

it is easier to believe in things other than hope at times.

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[bythewaves]

And yet, without Hope, is life truly livable?

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[fuga]

there are many that would say so.

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[bythewaves]

I wonder if those who say have done so, in truth. For existence is a bleak one, with no hope at all.

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[fuga]

it may well be bleak, but at least it is an existance.

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[bythewaves]

Speaking from experience, I cannot say there is much to recommend it.

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[fuga]

speaking from experience, there are worse things.

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[bythewaves]

True. But very few, and despair can be a potent weapon.

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[fuga]

only if you allow it to be used against you.

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[bythewaves]

But to oppose despair does not one need hope?

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[fuga]

it is not necessary.
there is determination.
strength.
stubbornness.

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[bythewaves]

And those things, in my experience, die, without hope to sustain them.

One of my cousins once said that "Hope" - what we call "estel" - is perhaps sometimes better rendered as "trust" or perhaps, "faith" - for without trust in an end that you might not see but believe will come, it cannot endure.

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[fuga]

perhaps not.
i may not have hope, but i have Ardyae.
he is giving me strength.
we would not be speaking if it were not for him.
does that satisfy?

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[bythewaves]

By that definition, I rather think it would. But I suppose, it all depends how you define it, eh?

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[fuga]

it must be.
words can mean many things to many people.

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[bythewaves]

They can. But those things that drive us, I find, are very much the same.

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[fuga]

i see.
it is possible.

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[bythewaves]

Perhaps I am seeing things where there are none, but it seems to me that the things which drive us remain consistent.

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[fuga]

different words for similar thoughts.
we all must have something to live for, otherwise we would not live.

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[bythewaves]

Even so. Without a reason, what point is there in continuing?

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[fuga]

i cannot answer that.