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[w e l p he's officially mortified. Mikleo glances between the two of them, a mixture of annoyance and embarrassment crossing his cheeks, until finally he pushes himself off Dezel with a quiet apology and fetches his hat.]

Fine, fine, I'll... ride with you for now, I guess.

[Please don't get them killed, he doesn't want to die screaming on a hoverboard.]

[While Mikleo does that, Sora makes a face. Okay so yeah he guesses he shouldn't have been teasing, but-]

Hey, there's no reason to shout. He didn't do it on purpose.

[GOSH DEZEL LOOSEN SOME OF THOSE BELTS THEY ARE MAKING YOU CRANKY.

[He grumbles as he gets up and dusts himself off. Despite being blind, he sends Sora a glare that could make his hair flatten. He doesn't stop until Mikleo hands him his hat, then he jams it on his head and stalks off to track down Mikleo's hoverboard. When all is said and done, Dezel hides the extra board and gets on the one Mikleo had so expertly driven, and he appears to be composed.]

Come on.

[Mikleo has never looked so reluctant as he does while climbing up on the hoverboard behind Dezel. He winds an arm around the wind seraph, fingers gripping the leather of his coat maybe a bit too tightly. He knows Dezel can read the wind, but geez... there's a reason they don't let him pilot anything.]

Let's go...

[At least Sora doesn't laugh when Mikleo gets on. Not as big a jerk as he could've been award winner right here]

Okay! Which way?

We're heading west.

[He leans forward a little and eases the board into motion. He's already had a little practice with the hoverboards on his own time, but at the heart of things, he's able to steer mostly using the wind. The hoverboard is just there to keep him from expending all his effort on flying.

And if he notices Mikleo clinging to him, he doesn't say anything. Hopefully Mikleo won't say anything either when he gently reaches down to take his clinging hand and hold him there.]

[Mikleo will keep any and all comments about the issue to himself, thank you very much. And he's grateful to the others for not bringing it up, either. He buries his face against Dezel's back as they begin to move in earnest, letting the wind seraph take them where they need to go.

It's not like he's afraid of heights or anything - he'd overcome that fear long ago, climbing up and down precarious ruins since his early years - but flying around on a tiny little board is very different. It's not even like dwelling in Sorey's body while he's armatized with Dezel or Zaveid, either; back then his awareness was more vague, he didn't share the same sense of vertigo or directly feel the rush of air around them.

It doesn't feel much at all like surfing, in truth. At least there, he had the water to catch and comfort him. Instead, it reminds him of flying freely, wings spread, staring hungrily at the world below...

...ugh. He grimaces, eyes clenching, and just waits for it to be over.]

West, got it!

[While Mikleo clings in terror, Sora flies along easily. He's already spent a great deal of time learning how to use a hoverboard, and being in the air just felt natural to him. The feeling of the wind rushing by, the freedom of being off the ground. It felt wonderful. It was much easier to focus on this instead of what he knows will be happening at the end of their traveling.

...Yeah. Not looking forward to that part so much. ]

[Dezel spends a good while in silence as he leads them. Mikleo doesn't appear to be having fun, but he makes the trip as smooth as possible-- whether it's by wind or some newfound mechanical expertise. He manipulates the air to give Sora the same thermals. It's definitely worth riding hoverboards with a wind seraph, even if you're afraid of heights. Pfft, who needs turbulence?

He starts to slow down as they approach their destination. He calls and motions for Sora to follow him a little north, and then they glide to a place that hasn't seen life for a long time. It looks like it could've been the site of a warehouse at some point, but there's nothing here now except some rocks and forgotten beams, odds and ends that even little kids would find boring.

Dezel glides them gently to a stop. He's not sure Mikleo knows they're there yet, so he wraps his arms around the water seraph and gently, so gently, lets him onto solid ground. It's the same treatment he'd use with Rose. For someone cursed, it does seem like everyone around you might break if you jostle them hard enough.]

[As soon as they're on the ground Mikleo straightens up and hastily steps away from the hoverboard, dusting himself off, fixing his hair, tapping his heel against the floor- little habits to regain his composure. Thank goodness, though. They won't be getting him back on that thing if they pay him. He's walking home.

With a cough he turns back to them, hands on his hips.]

Alright! Ready to begin? Anyone need a drink or a snack, first?

[/moms]

[It was a very smooth ride, and Sora is willing to suspect maybe Dezel might have something to do with it- being a wind seraph and all that. But all too soon it was over and they had reached their destination. Even if it's a boring site, Sora still gives it a few look overs- but there's really nothing interesting here.]

No, I'm alright for now. [What a mom. His nerves would make it hard to eat anyway, now that he can't just ignore them] So what do you guys got in mind?

[Dezel is fine, so he's not about to hold anyone up. He curls a hand beneath his chin.]

... I think the idea was to get you accustomed to your limits, so you're not afraid of your powers anymore.

[He glances at Mikleo, hoping their intrepid captain has a bit more to say.]

That was my thought, yeah. So, to start off, what specifically in the past has caused your powers to activate? Disregarding what happened with your augment, since that was apparently out of the ordinary...

[He crosses his arms, thinking]

Hmmmm...emotions, really. Like when I get really scared or angry or sad...that's when they go off.

Do they ever go off when you're happy?

[If it's just negative emotions, then it truly is tied to fear and not just a lack of control.]

Edited 2017-01-30 06:38 (UTC)

[Mikleo tilts his head curiously in Sora's direction. Actually, he's been wondering that as well.]

If you can remember anything more specific than just the emotions, that might help.

[He shakes his head] No, never when I'm happy. Even when I try to make it happen.

[He thinks some more]

I dunno. I just...stuff happens that makes me feel that stuff, and it feels really strong until suddenly it- goes off. Almost like... I dunno, something bursts or overflows? Does that make any sense?

Yeah... sounds like you're afraid of it.

[It was kind of like that with Rose's resonance, too.]

I agree. And if it's happened so sporadically, or only in moments when you're upset or scared, then it would create a natural association between those negative feelings and your power. That sort of thing can create a mental block that makes it harder to control it freely.

[He shakes his head]

No, it's more than that. I mean- yeah, I am kinda afraid of them, I'll admit. Who wouldn't be?

Maybe I'm not explaining right. [He sighs] But it's almost like...the powers are part of the feelings? I mean, they change based on what I'm feeling. Like if I'm sad, stuff gets heavier. If I'm jealous, powers can get switched around.

If I was just afraid of them, it'd be the same kind of power going off every time, right?

[That's... not something he's used to dealing with. Fuck, this is so far out of his element he might as well be a goddamned water seraph.]

We're not ridiculing you for being afraid of them. It's just that people who don't want to acknowledge something can make it harder on themselves, even if they don't mean to. We've seen it happen.

[He crosses his arms and leans on one leg.]

It's all mind stuff... I'm not sure I'd call those things separate and different powers.

That's true. Much like power over a single element can manifest in multiple ways, a power fueled by the mind can act as unpredictably as the mind itself.

[He drums a finger on his chin thoughtfully, pacing back and forth a couple of steps.]

I wonder why nothing happens when you're feeling more positive emotions, though. Is it because your abilities don't seem necessary in those times? Or is it something else holding them back?

So...same power, but comes out in different ways?

[Is that what they were saying? He uncrosses his arms so he can rub the side of his head. ]

I dunno...maybe I'm not strong enough? I never really questioned it.

[Since you know, knowing your happy feelings aren't going to set off freaky powers sure is a nice reprieve]

Edited 2017-01-31 06:29 (UTC)

Yeah. Just like controlling the air means more than blowing stuff over.

[There's storms to consider, flying, breathing, circulating the air-- lots of things.]

If it's anything like the rest of you, it's probably not a deep mystery.

Mm... well, first of all, I don't think outright controlling your emotions is going to work. It's not as if you can stop yourself from feeling things. However, there are ways of channeling what you feel into a different emotion. That might help to decrease the amount of damage your abilities can cause.

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