Winn Schott (
winn) wrote in
driftfleet2017-02-23 05:34 pm
06 - video
Who: Winn Schott and you
Broadcast: Video
Action: Tourist
When: Friday
[ there's something off about winn when the feed turns on. something different from all his other broadcasts. it may take a second to spot it but once you realize what it is it becomes glaringly obvious: there's not a hint of happiness anywhere on his face. his eyes, his lips, his nose, it looks like every last bit of joy has been drained from his features, so even when his lips do stretch lightly upwards, despite his dry eyes it feels more like watching him sob than seeing him smile. ]
Margaery's gone home. [ he has no way of knowing that. she could have been kidnapped to another world, one where she would have no protective big brother to introduce her to superheroes and feminism, to embroider with her and teach her science. but he chooses to hang onto that thought, to believe that she's gone back to the family he knows she so desperately missed despite never letting her pain show. he clears his throat. ] If any of her friends wanna come by for a toast and some stories, I'll be on the Tourist all day.
[ he has been on the tourist since he realized she disappeared, curled up in his bed, shut down. this is the most he's said since, and it feels almost like an outer body experience. he clears his throat again, and nods at the camera before killing the feed. ]
Broadcast: Video
Action: Tourist
When: Friday
[ there's something off about winn when the feed turns on. something different from all his other broadcasts. it may take a second to spot it but once you realize what it is it becomes glaringly obvious: there's not a hint of happiness anywhere on his face. his eyes, his lips, his nose, it looks like every last bit of joy has been drained from his features, so even when his lips do stretch lightly upwards, despite his dry eyes it feels more like watching him sob than seeing him smile. ]
Margaery's gone home. [ he has no way of knowing that. she could have been kidnapped to another world, one where she would have no protective big brother to introduce her to superheroes and feminism, to embroider with her and teach her science. but he chooses to hang onto that thought, to believe that she's gone back to the family he knows she so desperately missed despite never letting her pain show. he clears his throat. ] If any of her friends wanna come by for a toast and some stories, I'll be on the Tourist all day.
[ he has been on the tourist since he realized she disappeared, curled up in his bed, shut down. this is the most he's said since, and it feels almost like an outer body experience. he clears his throat again, and nods at the camera before killing the feed. ]

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For now the Tyrells would be safe. Mace Tyrell’s never ending ambition was going to keep them safe for now. And Margaery’s beauty was going to appease many. They chose the right side.
But Joffrey is a monster.]
I do not think she can change her lord husband. [He wants to say something different to describe Joffrey properly but refrains from that.] Mayhaps she is the one that has to change eventually.
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he doesn't want to think of that horrible world changing his beautiful sister, and he feels pressure in his chest, about to explode.
he forces himself to take a breath. robb means well, he reminds himself. ]
I would rather not...talk about your world right this second. [ he's hurting, he's worried, he's scared, and robb is terrible at this comforting thing. ]
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Sudden goodbye's and the loss of close friends has always been painful.]
I can imagine. [Still, he thinks Margaery will be well. The Tyrells chose the right arse to kiss and Joffrey would die eventually. Her future is brighter than Jeyne's or that of himself.] I will stop speaking of it. [Yes, he is awful at giving comfort. He used to be way better at such things.]
Joffrey will die. If it is of any comfort.
[Robb, you should shut your mouth.]
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I know. [ it was in tyrion's lecture. margaery's talks. he doesn't sound comforted, he sounds defeated. ]
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I have been better with comforting others. I think I should stop speaking about this. The connection between the house Tyrell and Stark have not been as good as I wanted them to be.
Mayhaps it is not for me to speak of comfort.
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[ he lost his little sister to a world of cruelty and uncertainty. there's no way around the pain. ]
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[He cannot do much about taking away pain. Pain does not go away. It takes time and there are moments where time will not be enough either.]
Such things take time. [And maybe a lot of time as well...]
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