driftfleet | the white noise is deafening silence

[In the very early hours of January 20th, as the Marsiva and her captives drift nonchalantly through the depths of the universe, there is a call. Every single personal communicator and console springs to life, spitting out a stream of indecipherable static and showing only gray snow on screen. It continues like this for a few seconds longer, going black and then going staticky, and then the signal switches to the encrypted channel generally used for speaking to the Interceptors when something big goes down.

This is a little more successful. The voice may be familiar to some, at least through the static.]

Zhade here! I trust I ███ your attention? I'm having some ██▓▓ble ██tting through. Some of the ░▓██▓█ are missing. I can't ░▓▓▓ read on their loc█████ns. [A particularly long burst of static.] ███stening. I'll s█▓▓█ more inf██▓▓▓▓▓█ I get it.

Stay sharp! [There's the sound of someone actually doing the fingerguns wink noise, and then static.

Any messages sent back won't get through, and Zhade isn't there to answer.]

[ A blip of lost time passes right after those words, before every passenger mysteriously wakes alone in their own unfamiliar room. The style of decor resembles that of the Marsiva's Hospitality Deck, if any passengers should remember what that's like. It sounds and smells the same as the host ship as well, all clean and chrome.

Welcome back to the Marsiva, dear passengers. It's time for round three of calibrations. ]

[ This mingle will cover all non-calibration room interactions. Please continue to come back to it for the duration of the plot! You are, of course, free to post any other mingles/posts/etc. that you'd like. ]

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Loki, you don't-- understand. He did what he was planning to do. Because I did not stop him in time... half the universe died.

[There's no denying Thor will pursue his vengeance against Thanos. If it's the only reason he still lives, he's not done yet. But in making this terrible mistake, he couldn't stop an apocalypse of unfathomable scale.

Thor could have prevented that. He didn't.]

[ a soft exhale. ]

If he did so with the Stones, then with those Stones, you can reverse it. The Stones are not the immutable law of the universe. They exist to counter it. And whatever is countered can still be undone.

[ and loki could not care about the huge loss of life. he's too selfish for that. ]

You have time yet.

[Easy for Loki to say. Harder for Thor to believe, though he chooses to do so anyway. Because he can't do this any other way. He can't think that it's all over. Where would that leave them all? Thor doesn't rightly know - it had been only minutes after the event that he was whisked back into this place, with no time for fallout to truly settle.

Thor exhales roughly, that deeper malaise acknowledged once again. At very least he's told Loki of his failure. Holding it back hasn't been good for him, yet speaking of it had proven harder than he thought.

He turns a little, not dislodging Loki's weight against him.]

I have time but no plan. He escaped to places unknown.

[ hmm. ]

I might be able to help with that.

[That has Thor twisting his neck to stare at Loki, uncomprehending.]

...what?

I can track down the Stones.

[ going into vision's room had given loki the inside knowledge he needed to work around the stones. ]

[It takes a moment for that to sink in, but understanding lights in Thor's eyes when it does. Tracking the Stones would let them figure out where Thanos is. They hadn't much hope otherwise of working out where the Titan had disappeared to - the universe was vast, the planets countless.]

If you can -- then we'd be able to hunt him down. But how is it done?

[He doesn't think to ask how Loki knows. There's all manner of things his brother could have picked up on while held by Thanos, or sometime in between.]

I'll have to imbue the spell onto your hammer. It . . . should work, regardless.

[ regardless of whether loki is there or not. ]

[A spell. That makes sense, in it's own way. Loki's always talking about how the Stones call to each other. There must be a way to tap into that.

The unsaid fact that Loki may not be present when Thor puts it into practice doesn't go unnoticed. Swallowing, Thor ignores it in favour of gripping Loki's shoulder.]

If it has a chance of working, we must take it.

[ loki nods. after a beat. ]

You said before that blame should rest on the one who does the deed. The blame rests with Thanos, not you.

[It really isn't fair, to use his own words against him. Yet it makes it harder to argue against their import. Thor's jaw clenches, wanting to disagree. He isn't blameless in this, no matter what Loki says. He may not have done the deed but it's clear enough that he had a chance to stop that act and failed in it.

"Why should you make up for the sins of others?" Loki had asked him in his mindscape. Whatever Thor's response had been had made sense there. Here, in the waking world, it's much harder to articulate. The gravity of his mistake.]

I'm not absolving him of blame. Of course he's responsible for this - massacre.

[ thor says that, but loki can feel it. the clawing noose of guilt around thor's neck, the weight of all those lives. how does one shift such a burden? loki isn't like thor. he's not particularly kind or giving. he's selfish and as such, despite such a great loss, loki knows he is glad. glad that thor lives, despite the abject despair.

recently, he has realized, it was cruel to thor. loki had regretted that much. but the rest?

if he was a better brother, loki would have better answers. ]

He made that choice. You made the choice to fight him. You'll do it right — by them and by — by me.

[And that's the heart of the matter. Thor knows that to be true, without Loki saying the words. It's what drives him now really, the desire to tear Thanos down and right what was wronged. Failing in that smote him with a wound that hasn't healed. Maybe it never will. Some hurts shouldn't fade into the background. But it's not going to stop him. Thor isn't the kind of person who stops when things are left unfinished.

Thor nods once, something firmer in his expression. The guilt remains, a rock in his stomach. He doesn't intend to swallow any more of it though. For old actions or new.]

I will. No matter what.

[ that statement relaxes loki, boneless against thor's shoulder. he's not terribly surprised but it is good to hear such resolve without the crushing weight. thor has always managed the balance but this time . . . well, loki had his fears. especially after what he saw. ]

Of course you will.

[With a deep exhale, Thor leans against Loki as well, tired beyond measure. It helps to not have that horrible failure be left unsaid between them anymore. It may amount to only one brick removed from the load on his shoulders, but it's better than none at all. There's little respite to be found while they're going through this invasive process in their minds, and sleep isn't truly restful. Not that Thor's been well rested since coming back to this place.]

[ loki runs his fingers down thor's neck, down his spine. he doubts he can do much, but he has to keep trying. this is what he pledged. undying loyalty. ]

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