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driftfleet2015-05-31 08:55 pm
serpentis) wrote in driftfleet2015-05-31 08:55 pm
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[closed] I won't try to change your mind
Who: Dorian and Fenris
Broadcast: NOPE
Action: SS Tourist
When: RIGHT MEOW, after their FITE.
[Dorian had given it a few days, and he avoided Fenris entirely. The truth was that Fenris's words had hurt, and they tangled in Dorian's heart like shards of glass.
For he understood that Fenris hated parts of him. And rightfully so. They had fought on it before but never this bad, and Dorian was realizing with a heavy heart that for as much as he loved Fenris, he would have to work at this.
And Dorian wasn't certain if it was worth it, to make Fenris carry the burden of being with him.
He finally made his way to the Tourist after several days of silence, and when he got to the armory, he nearly turned around and walked away. He nearly told himself to leave Fenris be, to just let him pretend that he didn't exist, to forget him.
So many other lovers had. What was one more?
But, in the end, he knocked, and his voice, in Tevene, was almost quiet.]
Are you in there? I've come to...talk.
[Which was just as hard to say as anything else, admitting that he wanted to try to make things work, or to give Fenris the opportunity to give Dorian closure. To do what Dorian had been expecting from the moment they first kissed.
To realize that Dorian wasn't good enough. Because he never was, to anyone.]
Broadcast: NOPE
Action: SS Tourist
When: RIGHT MEOW, after their FITE.
[Dorian had given it a few days, and he avoided Fenris entirely. The truth was that Fenris's words had hurt, and they tangled in Dorian's heart like shards of glass.
For he understood that Fenris hated parts of him. And rightfully so. They had fought on it before but never this bad, and Dorian was realizing with a heavy heart that for as much as he loved Fenris, he would have to work at this.
And Dorian wasn't certain if it was worth it, to make Fenris carry the burden of being with him.
He finally made his way to the Tourist after several days of silence, and when he got to the armory, he nearly turned around and walked away. He nearly told himself to leave Fenris be, to just let him pretend that he didn't exist, to forget him.
So many other lovers had. What was one more?
But, in the end, he knocked, and his voice, in Tevene, was almost quiet.]
Are you in there? I've come to...talk.
[Which was just as hard to say as anything else, admitting that he wanted to try to make things work, or to give Fenris the opportunity to give Dorian closure. To do what Dorian had been expecting from the moment they first kissed.
To realize that Dorian wasn't good enough. Because he never was, to anyone.]
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[But he needs it. He needs that passion and insanity like he needs to breathe. Dorian makes him furious a great deal of the time, but he equally makes Fenris feel like his he wanted that he has a place in this world and is loved for the stubborn, vicious person he is.
It's madness indeed, and Fenris still doesn't know for certain if Dorian will one day come to his senses and regret the choice he has made today.
He pushes it aside, a worry for if that time comes or not. He steps closer, leaning up to return that kiss, just as hesitant, perhaps a little fearful. ]
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That's simply how it was. This was no placid water. The love was an ocean of churning waves that threatened to drown them both.
He pulls back to catch his breath, and he breathes the words quietly.]
Festis bei umo canavarum.
["You will be the death of me."
And he scoffs.]
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And you will be mine.