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[She squeezes it in return. You poor vampire cinnamon roll weirdo.] You know the great thing about holding hands with me specifically? If you get to a point too narrow to keep holding hands I just make us both intangible.

Wait, really?? You can make other people go through walls too?? [ hot!mom, has he ever told you you're incredible?? ]

Sure. Not letting go is just really important when I do it. [That's not a challenge. Definitely don't let go. It would be hard to explain a vampire fused with the wall to her crewmates. And...other reasons it would be bad.]

How come? [ Yeah...please don't leave him stuck in a wall. That would be quite uncomfortable. ]

Because if you're inside something when you stop phasing you won't ever leave it.

--Not even if you come back to get me??

No. It's easier to break something than fix it.

..... [ Yep. Sascha's looking down at their joined hands, and then gripping her hand tighter. 8'| ]

[She looks over at him.] Hey, I don't have to phase you, but I wouldn't let go.

I'd like not to be phased then, please! [ It's a terrifying thought for someone with such soft and nice hands :c ]

...Sure. [It shouldn't hurt. Obviously, the thought of solidifying in something is terrifying. She's had nightmares about it. Not in a long time but she did when she was younger. But even when it can be destructive her power is a part of who she is. Sharing it with people means something to her. Having people not want that...means something else to her. But she did offer. She's not mad. It's just not a good feeling.]

[ If he knew what it meant he might've answered differently. But for him right now, the idea of being stuck somewhere for the rest of his life, permanently fused to it...that reigns at the forefront of his mind, and the reason why his shoulders sag in relief.

He knows he's unwanted in general; he wouldn't want to tempt anyone with a power like that into just...leaving him somewhere. ]

Thanks...

[Unwanted is a bad way to feel.] ...Did you want to do anything or just this? [The walking. It's pretty aimless feeling to her and she could use a distraction so her thoughts don't get stuck on memories of other people being afraid of her.]

--! A-am I allowed to??? We could! Um! Talk and--stuff! Or hug or just, hehe....j-just hold hands...

[ He's never going to give up on that hug. It's his goal. ]

Talk. [As if selecting an option more than delivering a command, but she hasn't let his hand go, so she must have decided two were okay.]

[ One day....one day. ]

Okay♥ What would you like to talk about...?

Astrophysics. Or you could just tell me about you.

Astruhhh.... [ Nope. He's got nothing on that first one. ]

...me is fine.

Go for it then. [She would have been very surprised if he had known about that, but also into it.]

Ummm...well, my name's Sascha~ And I'm a vampire but you know that already! And you know I can't remember much and that most people hate me sooo....I guess that's pretty much it, haha!

There's more. [There has to be.] What do you like? Dislike? Want. Fear. [Something.]

Oh! I like spending time with people, having people talk to be or just kinda hang around... I want to have friends and maybe fall in love one day, someone on the network was talking about it before and it sounds awesome! [ Sascha grins. ]

As for fears...hmm. [ He thinks about it for a moment. ] Bigby's pretty scary when he's mad! Sasuke too. And I guess being alone forever would be pretty scary too.

[Alone forever is devastating.]

You've never been in love? [That you remember.]

Nope. I mean, it's kinda hard when all the humans you meet want you dead, and all the vampires you meet think you're weird! [ It's honestly really difficult sometimes. Sascha doesn't really fit in anywhere. ]

[She knows that feeling, but it was mutants, not vampires and there was still a small group who was like her—standing against Apocalypse.] In that case...I hope that changes now even if love can be overrated. [She actually thinks love is amazing and powerful. She's just been burned very badly by it.]

Edited 2016-03-18 12:40 (UTC)