Video

[killedwithlove]

Who: Cole
Broadcast: Fleetwide (because he doesn't get the 'private' setting)
Action: A shuttle from the Pathstone which is currently out on its own
When: Two days after this broadcast and minutes after this exchange on the Red Fish.

OOC: This post has potential cw: self harm, suicide, murder, and other self destructive things. Please use discretion.

[The broadcast shows Cole's face, too close to the camera, tear streaked and eyes red rimmed and looking the very model of misery and distress. His voice is a cracked whisper.]

Fenris? I need to see you. I need you to do what Cassandra would've and I know you will. Can.

Comments

[killedwithlove]

[More silence. More contemplation.

He wants Solas. Solas would make it all make sense. But Solas is gone. Again.]

I don't want to hurt anyone. But I did.

[ofkirkwall]

You made a mistake.

[ It'd be simpler for them all if Solas was still around, but he isn't. ]

Humans do that all the time. Just take a look at my life.

[killedwithlove]

I despaired

[ofkirkwall]

You didn't meant to do it, so it was a mistake.

[killedwithlove]

It's too dangerous.

... I could stay here. In a shuttle. Where I can't hurt people. I don't need food. Or drink. Or sleep.

[ofkirkwall]

[ Now she is just pulling a face, a sort of "this is a poor idea" face. ]

You'll run out of fuel.

[killedwithlove]

But the fleet won't let anything be left behind, so it will be towed!

[He assumes.]

[ofkirkwall]

What if your friends want to see you?

[killedwithlove]

Most of them are gone now.

And it's not safe. I could hurt them.

[ofkirkwall]

It'll only be dangerous if you keep thinking it'll be dangerous, Cole.

[killedwithlove]

I didn't think it would be dangerous to see Coil, but it was!

[ofkirkwall]

What about before Coil, was it dangerous to see anyone then?

[ Damn spirit child, just listen!!!!!! ]

[killedwithlove]

[He is listening. He's not agreeing, there's a difference.]

I don't know...

[He's also not very good at obfuscating.]