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driftfleet2016-05-05 04:01 pm
killedwithlove) wrote in driftfleet2016-05-05 04:01 pm
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Who: Cole
Broadcast: Fleetwide (because he doesn't get the 'private' setting)
Action: A shuttle from the Pathstone which is currently out on its own
When: Two days after this broadcast and minutes after this exchange on the Red Fish.
OOC: This post has potential cw: self harm, suicide, murder, and other self destructive things. Please use discretion.
[The broadcast shows Cole's face, too close to the camera, tear streaked and eyes red rimmed and looking the very model of misery and distress. His voice is a cracked whisper.]
Fenris? I need to see you. I need you to do what Cassandra would've and I know you will. Can.
Broadcast: Fleetwide (because he doesn't get the 'private' setting)
Action: A shuttle from the Pathstone which is currently out on its own
When: Two days after this broadcast and minutes after this exchange on the Red Fish.
OOC: This post has potential cw: self harm, suicide, murder, and other self destructive things. Please use discretion.
[The broadcast shows Cole's face, too close to the camera, tear streaked and eyes red rimmed and looking the very model of misery and distress. His voice is a cracked whisper.]
Fenris? I need to see you. I need you to do what Cassandra would've and I know you will. Can.
no subject
[Well, he's starting to get frustrated, which is at least not panic, terror or grief.]
Being that worthless, that awful, all you can do it bleed and burn and break yourself to make amends, no amount of pain pushes back the pointlessness of being. There's nothing but making it hurt more until one day, it will be enough and it will end.
I wanted to make it end! I would have and I promised not to do that anymore!