[snuggle up real close everyone]

[cephalon]

Who: The fair crew and visitors of the Windrose
Action: Aboard the Windrose
When: May

[It's a mingle! Make friendly everyone~]

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[winn]

[ he knows that kind of awful, he knows it all too well. and he knows hiding it all behind a smile, too. he squeezes her a little bit. ]

I didn't think you did. [ look at their little island of misfit toys. is there anyone here who doesn't know that awful loneliness? ]

I kinda like him, barging in in the middle of the night aside - [ nice, inquisitive, excitable - he could be his little brother. except. he's a vampire, so he's probably older than him -- but winn's just gotten used to being the older guy around. it's depressing - but he's gotten used to it. ]

[passingthrough]

You didn't think I did, but you were upset that I touched him? [Just wanting to figure out so that it doesn't happen again in an upsetting way.]

He likes you. I mean, he likes everyone who is nice... No. Actually, I think he likes everyone who talks to him no matter how they do it. Um, but he wanted to know if you'd come dance with us. I've been giving him dance lessons.

[winn]

No, I just spiraled there for a second when you said it.

[ because. you know. she said it.

that gets a sad little smile from him - that...pretty much sounds exactly like him back home. here...there are so many people who are nice, and no one who's been mean yet, so he's not sure how he'd respond to someone treating him badly yet..he wants to hope that he'll deal with it better now that he has more than one real friend and some weird friendships sprinkled around it, but who can ever tell. ]

Yeah, of course. [ just tell him the big bad wolf isn't going to make an appearance in those lessons. ]

[passingthrough]

[She nuzzles against him.] I did not think it would have that effect. I love you. I only want to be with you.

I said you might be able to arrange music.

[winn]

[ he can't help but smile when she does that, it's not fair, it's just so cute. he kisses her forehead, and snuggles her close. ]

Ah, yeah, I'll talk to Cisco - what kind of beat do you need? On the faster or slower side?

[passingthrough]

Slower. I think that works better with him. You're the best. [Like she's just ignoring the part where Cisco will be doing the work.]

[winn]

[ hey, they share the work! they're a nerd team.

he chuckles and kisses her. ]

You're easily impressed. Please never change.

[passingthrough]

[She smiles after the kiss.] You're more impressive than you know.

[She's still thinking about some of the other things they talked about though. Finally, she lifts herself up on an arm to better look at him.] But there is something you should know about me. If someone is in danger I'm going to jump in to try and help even if that puts me in danger too.

[winn]

I know. [ and he does. and you ask why he wants to minimize danger around you. ] I got a type.

[ and maybe it's the hour, or letting go of the nerves, or the ridiculousness of that statement, or all of the above plus some other stuff - but he can't help but break into laughter, throwing one hand over his eyes to pinch the bridge of his nose. ]

[passingthrough]

[She wasn't expecting that and it definitely distracts her from any weirdness she might have started to feel from the statement itself. Though even the moment of it reminded her of how weird it must have been for him to hear about Reid. Unless this thread happened before that one because who can keep track and how are these appropriate brackets even?]

Are you sure it was coffee you drank?

[winn]

[ he rolls over and buries his head in her neck, just shaking with laughter he can't quite explain.

rp timelines are impossible, idk, I can roll either way. whatever. we're bracket queens. ]

[passingthrough]

[It was totally before this then. Sure.]

Wiiiiinn~ [Smiling because he's ridiculous.]

[winn]

[ you don't understand, kitty, it's hilarious. he's the biggest wimp, and everyone in his life is a hero. three of the most important people in his life - are badass lady superheroes whose name starts with k, even. that is weirdly specific.

why do any of you keep him around? ok, laughter may be subsiding now, because you know, that thought'll do it. he wipes at his eyes as the laughter dies down. ]

Sorry, sorry, it's really early - or really late - or really something - we were being serious - [ clearing his throat. time to think of serious thoughts to get himself back under control. but mild serious thoughts. nothing too depressing. like. like... ] broken sewing machine. boring planets. Vanilla Sky. [ that might be pushing it a little, rein it back. he lets out a slow breath. ] OK. Got it. [ he's done laughing, he thinks. he pulls himself back. ]

I know. You're a hero, it's what heroes do. And I'm a person who befriends heroes, and fell in love with one. Worrying's what I do. [ he wants to be a hero too, but he hasn't changed that much. what can he do? he'd just get in the way. ]

[passingthrough]

Just one? [Because she kind of thought you'd maybe been in love with Kara even if it wasn't returned.] No, I didn't ask that.

Vanilla sky? [This is a much better question.]

[winn]

[ yes, yes he has been. and if she changed her mind about him now, honestly he would be horribly torn. which is why he's not talking about that. leaving it alone feels like the easiest way to let it die.

there is an uncomfortable beat of silence before he jumps on her other question. ]

Weird movie.

[passingthrough]

[Even though she said she didn't ask, she's pretty sure he would have told her if the answer was, "yes, just you." It's okay. She doesn't fault the man for being in love before her. She'd been in love before him. Part of her still was...

Kitty has definitely wondered and worried over the possibility of Kara waking up one day with memories of home that tell her she ended up in love with Winn after all. Hell, she's even lightly considered her realizing it her in the fleet. That might have been part of why she was okay with Kara and Hank when there was a Kara and Hank to consider.]

Weird movie that does not make you feel like laughing, right?

[winn]

[ for winn, it's not a concern. he always suspected that kara would never see him as more than a friend - it's why he had to be pushed so hard past his limits to be able to bring it up with her in the first place. her reaction proved him right, and that was that. the end. it's the only reason he can let it go this way without feeling bad - those feeling will be left to die, they'll never come up, they'll never have a chance to hurt kitty. and she's definitely helping him hammer in their coffin. ]

Might even make me tear up with sheer frustration.

[ he nods ]

A little Winn-cheatsheet for you.

[passingthrough]

[She kisses him.] Winn... [Voice trailing off before she decides she needs to continue.] There's something I should have told you before now. I didn't want you to worry and I know you're going to worry, but it's not my job to stop that, right? My job is to communicate and reassure and love.

[winn]

[ oh god. how can there still be things they should have told each other before? his heart is already sinking, and he tries to take in a soothing breath as discreetly as possible. ]

Right. [ he seeks out her hand to give it a little squeeze. ] Tell me?

[ if he hasn't succumbed to depression and or a heart attack from her stories yet - he can take one more. can't be worse than her dying. nothing could be worse than that. ]

[passingthrough]

There's a guy on the Blameless named The Stalker. Yes, that's his actual name somehow. He's an assassin. [Which begs the question why isn't his name The Assassin?] And he wants to kill a member of my crew—Tenno. Apparently, he isn't above hurting other people on the way to him.

We have facial recognition software protocols running for any shuttles trying to dock. But you're here a lot so you should have been warned. I'm sorry.

[winn]

-- on the Blameless?

[ you mean that ship where most of his friends are? ]

Does Kate know? [ does hank? does sara? does cisco? ] What has he tried? I wanna take a look at your software. [ work mode is on a 100000000%

it's funny. for a self proclaimed coward, he's not particularly worried about his own safety at the moment. ]

/decides to just make this thread REALLY recent now... >_> TIME!

[passingthrough]

They should all know now, but initially I didn't want to just call them since he's their communications officer, so I was telling people as I could make arrangements to see them in person. Hank and Leto knew first. I was trying to set up telling Kate, but it's more in the open now. Wrath made a call to their ship about him after he called us to warn us about the murderer on board.

[winn]

[ he supposes he should at least be grateful his name isn't winslow schott. gotta hang onto the small graces. ]

If he's got network know-how - you're gonna need sick firewalls. And thanks to Cisco's phone - I should be able to hook you up.

[passingthrough]

[He actually seems more okay with things than she expected. Just jumping in to find solutions.] Vision and Kurt have been working on our set up. I checked some of it over [but obviously she has some augment-less issues in both areas though the piloting augment has some overlap and she has her natural instincts.] but I'm sure they wouldn't mind your input. [Vision doesn't seem like the ego type and Kurt, well, he's learning when it comes to this area so hopeful he won't mind.]

He doesn't have any powers without his exoskeleton and we have no evidence that he has that. Without it he only has his systems information and skills. But he seems like...a zealot. [And they are dangerous because they can't be reasoned with.]

[winn]

[ when there's time to sit and postulate he can get very scared. but when it's time to act? especially if it's behind a keyboard? get out of his way. ]

Walk me through everything that's happened so far. Everything you know.