04 - video

[winn]

Who: Winn and you!
Broadcast: y!
Action: on the Tourist!
When: August 2nd

[ some of you may have noticed that winn has been uncharacteristically quiet for the past...16 days. he's not really sure how to address the elephant in the room - he knows these two weeks and change have been hard on the people he loves but for him it's like no time has passed and the dissonance is hard to bridge.

it's a good thing he has a not at all unhealthy coping mechanism set in place. ]

You know, if we're entertainment on a reality show, the least they can do is give us like a recap - you know your basic [ in a tv announcer impression ] here's what you missed on the Fleet - or - last week, on the young and the Drifting - [ he rubs the back of his head before shaking it ] Well, maybe talking about the 'least they can do' isn't such a great plan...first order of business - what'd I miss? Second order of business - if you or anyone you know has ever fallen into an unexplained sleep here or at any other kidnappy world - I'd appreciate it if you'd answer a couple questions, they're a text attachment at the bottom. Sorry if it's been done before, I'll gladly take a link to any previous research as well as fresh data. Third order of business -- hi. [ he gives the camera a little wave and a nervous chuckle ] Um. Yeah, I'm, I'm fine, I should've opened with that but if you know me the order isn't really gonna surprise you that much and if you don't you're probably really confused right now and looking for the off button - it's to your right, right on top, there you go.

That's it, I guess....good morning, Drifters - don't forget to drink your coffee! Winn out -

<br />1. <b>date and duration of sleep</b>: self explanatory.<br />2. <b>surrounding events</b>: when it happened were you or your sleeping acquaintance going about your daily lives, experimenting with anything, uncovering anything?<br />3. <b>results</b>: did waking result in new memories, loss of old ones, a change in personality or attitude, were you or your sleeping acquaintance at a different physical location (ex: new planet, back at your ship, new kidnappy world), were there any physical differences or after effects, if so how long did they last, anything you can think of that changed - put it here.<br />

[ except he's not all the way out. hank and cisco each get the following message to their personal numbers ]

I need to discuss something in person. My place? [ he can't really leave kitty yet ]

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[winn]

Back home, it happened to Kara. This...alien thing trapped her in a false reality. [ even now, talking about the black mercy hurts, and it shows. he was so scared he was going to lose her, the one time in their whole friendship they weren't on good terms. ]

Her sister had to go in to break the fantasy. The longer she was there, the more her brain was conditioned to accept it. She told me...this reminded her of it.

[beathach]

[that's even more terrifying, especially happening to someone like Kara.

He rubs a hand over his mouth, and he's quite for a long, long moment]

Shit.

I still - want to believe the former, but I'm willing to consider the - other thing as a possible theory to look into. We may as well go at it from all angles.

[he can remember dying, very, very vividly. He can't assume that's an experiment, not when he still had nightmares about it]

[winn]

Yeah.

[ he's not sure so many separate yet similar monstrosities existing makes him feel any better. everything being connected...it just makes more sense to him. coincidences exist, and in an infinite multiverse things are bound to repeat, but still...why are the same people chosen? over and over again, passed around like a hot potato? ]

The multiverse's largest bottle of vodka sounds pretty good about now, doesn't it.

[ this theory has been eating away at him from the start. maybe you haven't been worried enough about him. ]

[beathach]

[oh you can rest assured that the worrying has been ramped up tenfold. As well as some accompanying paranoia, but that's normal. Sort of]

At this point any sort of alcohol sounds pretty damn good.

[winn]

[ he gets up, and pulls a bottle of scotch from his closet, offering it to hank. ]

I've had enough depressing conversations in here to learn my lesson. [ he's decided he needs to keep one around after his girlfriend told him she died and he had nothing to drown his sorrows with without subjecting himself to shuttles and people. he hasn't opened it yet - even though he's had plenty of reason to. but today feels like the day, and drinking with a friend feels much less pathetic. ]

[beathach]

[he takes the bottle and squints at the label, then can't help but laugh when he sees what it is]

I've drank more here than I ever did back home. [and that's including ten years living with an alcoholic who's drink of choice was exactly what Winn handed him. Oh, the irony]

Do you want me to go grab some glasses?

[winn]

Says something about your home.

[ he's drank a lot his last month back home. after being kidnapped by his father and losing the last bit of hope of ever having kara, coming to the fleet he feels like he's cut down on his drinking significantly. he only got drunk once, and he wasn't even drinking alone. progress! ]

Oh ye of little faith.

[ he pulls out a box from under the bed, and takes two glasses out, holding them out to hank for filling. ]

[beathach]

[a little dryly] Home was full of scotch and whiskey at one point. I'm just not a big drinker, usually.

[he'd even tried it, once or twice, but shutting down completely was so much more effective than drowning his sorrows in alcohol.

He half-grins and reaches out to pour some scotch into each of the glasses]

[winn]

I feel like I should be apologizing for being a terrible influence.

[ he grins and hands him one of the glasses, holding the other one up for cheers. ]

This is a celebratory drink, Hank. We're gonna get to the bottom of this, and we are gonna get out.

[ yeah, he believes things are very grim and twisted. but he also believes in them, he believes in kara, he believes in his new friends, and little by little - he's starting to believe in himself. if he got close enough to be a threat all on his own, imagine what they could accomplish together? ]

[beathach]

Someone else already has you beat. [he isn't serious. Mostly.

He takes the glass and clinks it carefully against Winn's, grin widening a little]

No giving up until we figure it out, right?

[there is far, far too much at stake here for them to give anything but 110% into figuring all of this out. Whether it's another pocket world or virtual reality or whatever - his most important priority is making sure everyone gets to where they want to be, safe and sound]

[winn]

No giving up ever.

[ he nods, determined, and drinks.

there's way too much at stake here. kara's ripped away from her family, kitty could die, cisco's world is being threatened by a superpowered maniac and they need his help, hank's world needs his help, jim's...everyone is needed in their home world, or in whichever world they want to call home and for once in his life...winn might be able to play a crucial role in saving them. for once in his life, he may be the one to save kara.

they can't give up, they can't stop until they're all home and safe. this isn't just about getting back, it's about making sure this never happens again - to them or to anyone. ]

[beathach]

[he nods his agreement and drinks as well.

—and immediately makes a face] That's - definitely scotch, geez.

[he's all about making sure it doesn't happen again, too. Especially since he's fairly convinced that Charles and Erik are magnets for these kidnappings. What role he plays doesn't matter, as long as it all ends up in their favor in the end.

He has hope, and he's going to fight for it. He's tired of simply accepting things as they are]

[winn]

Yeah...sorry I figured if anything's dire enough to warrant a drink here, it's gonna call for a real drink.

[ and that's his drink of choice. he empties his glass. ]

[beathach]

It's definitely that. [he wrinkles his nose at the glass, but drinks the rest of it as quickly as he can. Because he's not going to stop drinking, of course]

I usually drink something - ah, weaker. The serum and alcohol don't really mix well.

[winn]

What's your poison? I'll add it to my stash. Something tells me we're gonna have plenty more of these before we have our answer.

[beathach]

Usually rum and coke, if I'm not drinking because I'm stressed. [it comes out a little wryly. Otherwise - it's been whatever Charles had, because they're functioning adults] I can bring some over next time, you don't have to worry about it.

[winn]

Adding rum to my shopping list's not exactly a major concern.

[ that's totally what being a functioning adult looks like, if you ask winn. ]

[beathach]

It isn't a major concern for me, either.

[as long as it isn't 24/7 drinking then it's totally functional]

[winn]

[ he definitely doesn't sleep-drink! ]

Tell you what, I'll get the rum for my place, you get it for yours.

[ because it'll make a lot of sense to work there too since it's where 2/3s of their team lives. ]

[beathach]

That seems fair enough. Alright, deal.

[and he'll pick up Winn's drink of choice and hide them both in the lab, lest someone gets the wrong idea.

Speaking of hiding, though - ]

That reminds me - do you have backups for your notes? And somewhere to hide them just in case?

[winn]

[ you're a good man, hank mccoy. ]

I got copies stashed in Kara's office [ and hidden behind the whiteboard in discovery one, but he doesn't want to say that out loud in case no one was watching while he hid it but is watching now. ] but you should grab a copy too, good thinking.

[beathach]

Good. I've got some stashed on the Blameless. [and he nods to what he brought] And those are your copies to keep, if you want. [he's nothing but thorough, and after what Stefan told him about research going missing, incredibly paranoid]

[winn]

[ paranoia is just one more thing they have in common. he nods. ]

I want, thanks. Here - [ he kicks a thick notebook from under the bed and leans down to pick it up and hands it to him. ]

That's a copy of my summaries, for now. I'll make you a copy of the rest later.

[beathach]

[it's healthy nerd paranoia!

He takes the notebook and grins a little]

Thanks. [he makes an amused noise] If only the tree gave me my notes from Kyriakos, too. My room was covered in them.

[winn]

It seems to have given us nice things - but nothing that's overly useful. Wonder why.

[ bitterly. he pours himself a small refill. everything seems to be confirming his theory and it's frustrating because even if he is right - so what? how the hell do they get out? ]

Have you been able to recreate any of them?